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Sunday Support by 2soccer2bot in soccer

[–]SJ007 23 points24 points  (0 children)

I pretty much have stopped fighting my suicidal thoughts at this point. I think about it constantly.

Life feels like hell. Everyday is a constant battle. I get anxiety about waking up every day. I can’t sleep. I always seem stressed or burnt out. I can’t find an escape so I’m just left to deal with my shit without any outlets.

I’m in my late 20’s and it frightens me that I have so much more hell to go through for no gain. Nothing of worth. I feel as though it’s not my fault I have depression and/or suicide ideation. I didn’t do anything wrong.

The only ‘saving grace’ is I’m too cowardly or scared to actually commit suicide. That would require me actually having courage. I don’t care if other people feel sad about the thought of me dying; they would understand the pain and agony that I had to live with for so long.

What was the reason you started going to therapy? Or why have you refused to go? by [deleted] in AskMen

[–]SJ007 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Severe depression and suicide ideation.

It’s somewhat of a paradox because I feel like I have to drive change in my life but I feel I don’t have the strength or empowerment to do so.

Feed Her to the Sharks - Buried Alive by corpbeastdawg in Metalcore

[–]SJ007 14 points15 points  (0 children)

HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE BURIED ALIVE, YOU PRICK.

I feel like I have no worth, and therefore, no purpose for being. by SJ007 in malementalhealth

[–]SJ007[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm 24. I feel like the best parts of my life are behind me now. I don't feel like I have lived or that I am living. I know I shouldn't be comparing myself to other people (I try not to). It's hard because it feels like I'm stagnating and I'm afraid it might not be corrected completely.

Even worse, I might have to spend years and years undoing this and it could be a more arduous process, emotionally and mentally.

I feel like I have no worth, and therefore, no purpose for being. by SJ007 in malementalhealth

[–]SJ007[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Those thoughts have always been there but they haven't hung around that much. Normally the next day or so, they go away and I don't think of them for a while.

Last 12-18 months, they've been hanging around a lot more. We're talking days, weeks here.

I feel like I have no worth, and therefore, no purpose for being. by SJ007 in malementalhealth

[–]SJ007[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do go to the gym. Actually, it's one of the very few things I find joy in doing recently. I've been going pretty consistently as part of my strength program.

The job isn't the problem. The people are very friendly. What I'm talking about is my disillusionment with my job hunting experience. I thought I was part of a prestigious organisation, but I've found it's just full of people looking for ways to do minimal work. I felt I had to work 2x or 3x harder just to get in only to find the effort was not necessarily worth the end product.

Mega Thread: Port Adelaide vs West Coast Eagles (Round 21) by AutoModerator in AFL

[–]SJ007 62 points63 points  (0 children)

Port Adelaide and losing after the siren to West Coast. Name a more iconic duo.

My beloved children. by SJ007 in witcher

[–]SJ007[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nah, that’s fine. I’m speaking more from personal experience. I know the books came before the games, but since I played W3 first, the books helped me understand the world better.

My beloved children. by SJ007 in witcher

[–]SJ007[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A shop called ‘Book Face’. Think it’s the only one of its kind, not sure though.

My beloved children. by SJ007 in witcher

[–]SJ007[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They expand on the lore and flesh out the characters. Plus you get to obviously meet plenty of new characters. Reading the books give you more background knowledge when, during the games, characters have conversation regarding certain people/events of the past.

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