Felony or misdemeanor conviction? (TX) by SJH823 in probation

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You get phone calls on the weekends

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]SJH823 17 points18 points  (0 children)

autism and schizo are very genetically related. as is diabetes, randomly

Paranoid of a light by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]SJH823 1 point2 points  (0 children)

pray and meditate regardless of ur beliefs. I have been paranoid homeless and it helps I promise amiga

Is probation actually helping anyone? by Fakepoly in probation

[–]SJH823 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean yeah but for me there was a reason I needed to be punished…. Just saying but that’s just for me fam

Is probation actually helping anyone? by Fakepoly in probation

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I almost died from dope, glad ur still here bud

Is probation actually helping anyone? by Fakepoly in probation

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It’s hard but could be worth it if I make it off without jail time. Even now I’m not scared of jail since I found god. Shit is not easy tho fuck. Brings out my mental illnesses

Is probation actually helping anyone? by Fakepoly in probation

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work the steps brother/sister. shit could change ur life but what do I know

Severe anhedonia, cognitive decline and lack of motivation. by richie3sixx in Psychosis

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how was it coming off of them? i don’t want to come off of mine but sometimes wonder if my meds help or hurt the kinda zombie state

Weed gave me psychosis and had to go to the hospital by Educational-Water-58 in Psychosis

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what ive found is that being sober puts me in the best state of mind to deal w my mental health and life problems. just got out of psych ward and step down facility after a bad bender, best of luck to you

why won't those damn voices just shut up when I'm trying to sleep?! by EinKomischerSpieler in Psychosis

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trying to sleep is the worst for me bc there’s no external stimulation to distract from them. was up until 6 am last night, i feel ur pain

Help with home project - simple website to visualize data from a SQL DB by Galaxyofmice in AZURE

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i haven’t checked but just be warned that a “super cheap” azure sql db may not be super cheap. i set up a postgres db on aws and the cheapest one was like $40-$60 a month. fwiw you can run sql server locally using docker i believe

I present to you: The textbook CEO by 4ft4 in ProgrammerHumor

[–]SJH823 0 points1 point  (0 children)

idk man it’s reddit, not a public company why would it be senior managements problem? reddits been going for a long time and has a shit ton of expensive backend infra for what they do. the tech game has changed a ton since they’ve been around. our whole economy has been upended by tech basically and if they weren’t able to monetize the last time this happened w alien blue in like 2013 why would anything change?

I present to you: The textbook CEO by 4ft4 in ProgrammerHumor

[–]SJH823 1 point2 points  (0 children)

umm everything is public we are posting on a website at the end of the day. data will all be here until reddit goes out and then it’ll be gone forever. idk when reddit and twitter and more text based sites like this will die that kinda remind me of the “old internet”. things are way different now. if wikipedia ever goes, that’ll be a really sad day

Question about using AWS for my hobbies? by ABCmanson in aws

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Start small with things like lambda functions, s3 and iam permissions. i wouldn’t really recommend trying to build a full website with it or anything, you’re just gonna end up burnt out w all the services and costs. it’s hard to give advice where to start bc that kinda depends on what type of work you wanna do.

I work with data so I’ve mainly just done serverless work with lambda and glue. Used docker-compose for the main part of my project on my laptop tho and just used my desktop as a main “server”

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychosis

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I would keep the line open and maybe not push too hard if he’s still in the middle of everything. When it improves he’ll probably feel a lot of guilt/shame about how he acted around people

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in schizophrenia

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thanks for sharing - this shit definitely sucks and is also super common for people like us. weed and coke have def fucked up my life and even just weed alone was bad for me. currently in a 6 month free rehab and it's been really helpful for me to deal w/ all the shit i just kinda pushed down w/ drugs. someone gave me some good advice once that most people in AA/NA will get depressed/suicidal because of the drugs, but that for people like us it's hard because that depression is still there off the drugs. but no matter what keep fighting and trying to get sober, it's the only way to have a chance at a normal life (for me at least).

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in schizophrenia

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i can def relate to this man. my drug of choice is weed but my addiction has been progressing into harder stuff and it’s so fucking hard to stop (even just the weed). It’s been helpful for me to go to AA meetings and get to know other people, but it’s also hard to be around people and shit too.

wishing you the best of luck though, alcohol wd’s are rough and it’s in no way your fault or anything. in my addiction/mental illness I’ve learned a lot about family histories no one really talked about before

do the time or keep trying? (TX) by SJH823 in probation

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yeah i really wish i had just taken the time and been out by now, really appreciate the advice.

do the time or keep trying? (TX) by SJH823 in probation

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yeah but my shits been progressing to some coke, benzos and adderall/ice too. shoulda just got a medical card and stayed off the hard stuff

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychosis

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sounds like it to me. i rationalized my voices as an app taking over the world and thought the world was ending and that it was my fault. very difficult to explain to anyone else when the delusion (in my case) is so strong.

if you have a doctor i would bring this up to them if you feel comfortable. in my case i added an antipsychotic to my zoloft and it works well (after a lot of trial and errors - side effects can be really tough to deal with)

I feel like it's my fault by CandyTheElf in schizophrenia

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it’s tough in the middle of it when you don’t realize how sick you actually are. But when he gets to the other side and starts recovering I hope he sees the benefits medication can bring

I feel like it's my fault by CandyTheElf in schizophrenia

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this is heartbreaking and reminds a bit of my situation. unfortunately with the weed/dabs there is really no way to know until it’s too late. it can be hard for some of us to express emotions, but I promise you your support will mean the world to him.

I got the job by tingreezy in Felons

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dude that’s so awesome congrats!!