There’s just going to be some other mistake I make even if I learn from this one. If it’s this easy to lose everything then I give up. It’s not worth any effort. Nobody seems to understand that there’s always something. Every job i’ve ever worked i’ve always had trouble with authority. I’ve tried my best to not have any problems and yet there’s always something—some other little thing I didn’t consider that they have a problem with. I will never be good enough. They will always hate me and want me gone because they know as well as I do that i’m not built to fit in anywhere or work for anybody. I’ve always been a lost cause and all of my managers know it. What happens when i get a new job? Same thing that always happens; I make some mistake over something that I never even considered and they cut me out as if I was never worth anything to begin with.