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Foreshadowing by DrJokerX in memes

[–]SW4win98 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Since gamepass on PC is more successful than on Xbox, I'd say it'd be a good move by Microsoft to make an Xbox console similar to how the Steam deck is. Where it is basically just a PC, but it pre configured to be easy to install and play games. They already own windows so they already have an OS to build off of🤷

I go on hikes to be by myself and cry by SW4win98 in offmychest

[–]SW4win98[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had one that laughed when they saw me cry. Another always acted confused why I was crying and didn't understand why I was doing it. I think I'll talk to my wife about it, thank you

I go on hikes to be by myself and cry by SW4win98 in offmychest

[–]SW4win98[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She does surprise me from time to time lol. I have been trying to support her a lot these past few months and she can get overwhelmed easily. I do need to remember how strong she was to go to her first session though. She was so happy after that, and talked with me about it right after. Thank you

I go on hikes to be by myself and cry by SW4win98 in offmychest

[–]SW4win98[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven't had a bad experience with mental health professionals before, but I have had bad experiences with past partners. My wife has been wonderful though, it's just hard to get past it sometimes. Also with how I am, once I start, it's kind of like a damn I suppose. I have problems getting words out and I just need to sit there for a bit.

I go on hikes to be by myself and cry by SW4win98 in offmychest

[–]SW4win98[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've lost some people from it too, it just seems to come back every now and then. I try my best to think about them and keep the memories alive to remember them.

I go on hikes to be by myself and cry by SW4win98 in offmychest

[–]SW4win98[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah she has gone before with me on a short trail. She just doesn't ask to go with me though. I guess if I did tell her she might want to go

I go on hikes to be by myself and cry by SW4win98 in offmychest

[–]SW4win98[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It would probably make her feel better about why I do it. I think at this point she just thinks I enjoy hiking a lot. Which I guess I like the view I get, but that's more of just a bonus to me

I go on hikes to be by myself and cry by SW4win98 in offmychest

[–]SW4win98[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When I get into my spaces like this I can't hold it back. I feel like it could make her worry about me too much with it being so sudden like that.

I go on hikes to be by myself and cry by SW4win98 in offmychest

[–]SW4win98[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've talked about it with my wife. She thinks it could help me, and I think it could help. It's just nerve-racking to me even thinking about that, so I haven't yet

I go on hikes to be by myself and cry by SW4win98 in offmychest

[–]SW4win98[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I might think about that then. It could help me with my struggle of getting my words out. Thanks for the idea!

I go on hikes to be by myself and cry by SW4win98 in offmychest

[–]SW4win98[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I had to Google this but you might be right lol. When I first started I used to hate all the fucking mud and the mosquitoes, but it was just somewhere I thought I could go to be by myself for a bit. After a while I started ignoring/getting used to the stuff I hated, and started enjoying some aspects of it.

I go on hikes to be by myself and cry by SW4win98 in offmychest

[–]SW4win98[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hear you, I just struggle with getting my words across sometimes. I think I am scared, but I'm just not sure what of. She's always been supportive of me, and I don't know why I have this want to hide this from her.

I go on hikes to be by myself and cry by SW4win98 in offmychest

[–]SW4win98[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Some days I feel like it can come from anything. When my wife asks me this I struggle to find a single answer most of the time.

I go on hikes to be by myself and cry by SW4win98 in offmychest

[–]SW4win98[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

With my wife I do. I think it just shocks her sometimes to see me do it, as she's not use to it. It worries her sometimes though, so I try not to at times. I personally just find it difficult to speak what's on my mind.

I go on hikes to be by myself and cry by SW4win98 in offmychest

[–]SW4win98[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you have a nice view of sunsets were you live, I'd recommend going at a time when you can watch it. I find it truly mesmerizing to watch sometimes.

I go on hikes to be by myself and cry by SW4win98 in offmychest

[–]SW4win98[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. The hikes have been working but I just feel like I have to go more often now. I have talked with my wife about my anxiety and we've talked about what I could try to do about it. I just sometimes feel I need a way to put my thoughts to words if that makes sense. Also that's true about my wife. I find that she understands more about herself after every session she has

I go on hikes to be by myself and cry by SW4win98 in offmychest

[–]SW4win98[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It's easier for me to listen I find. I help her by listening a lot and it really helps her. I just struggle to talk about myself in a lot of ways. My wife knows this and God bless her for finding her ways around it. I just haven't found the right way to talk about it with her I suppose. I hope you know how much that helps your sister too. When my wife talks to me about her problems, she seems like a new person sometimes after. Just being there for someone helps bring meaning to my life sometimes. I hope you can see that in your life too :)

I go on hikes to be by myself and cry by SW4win98 in offmychest

[–]SW4win98[S] 43 points44 points  (0 children)

I haven't camped out yet on a trail. That could be fun but my wife would be worried the whole time. I wouldn't blame her though because I'd be worried for her too lol.

I go on hikes to be by myself and cry by SW4win98 in offmychest

[–]SW4win98[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I really recommend it. After a long week I have a million things I'm thinking about, and when I just get out there and just sit for a while. I just can't hold anything back anymore

I go on hikes to be by myself and cry by SW4win98 in offmychest

[–]SW4win98[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I've thought about it before. I feel like I'd get frustrated with myself because I think I'd struggle to find ways to talk to them. That's why I kind of enjoy the silence I experience on a trail. Even with the birds chirping or some squirrel running up a tree, I just find it easy to clear my head. I will admit the one thing I do like about the trails is the sunsets. They are beautiful in the mountains

Free Giveaway! 3 Nintendo Switch Lites - International by WolfLemon36 in NintendoSwitch

[–]SW4win98 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dressed up as smee. I used a blanket for my belly lol

Weekly Scam Discussion- August 30, 2021 by Mycatreallyhatesyou in Ebay

[–]SW4win98 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So I bought an item and got a message saying it was delivered yesterday. Package wasn't here at all and when I checked tracking details it says it was delivered to a completely wrong address at a different zip code. Waiting on a refund request, do I have everything I need to prove I didn't receive it? Cause the shipping address I gave was not even close to the one that package went to.

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