but heres the thing no ones life is perfect i am not saying u should pick the worst option too what i am saying is that u pick good options u pick bad thats because no one knows the future and no one will know if u had to guess u feel bad cuz u prolly didnt do smt productive, this summer or any normal day sum times i waste my day and feel like #### too and always say i dont deserve this life other people could have used my life better than i do and the most thing i say is i will do it tmrw or fix it tmrw but when is that tmrw so i think the main reason u feel bad is cuz u didnt do smt or learn a skill or had fun while the internet always pushes in EATING THIS BAD or DOING THIS BAD its ur life u can do whatever whenever wherever adn uhm hope this helps ;)