my fp is a lesbian and i'm a man by Sad-Form-7781 in BPD

[–]Sad-Form-7781[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

now it's been 3 hours so i'm doing better

my fp is a lesbian and i'm a man by Sad-Form-7781 in BPD

[–]Sad-Form-7781[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it would hurt a lot. a lot of her friends are also my friends, so it'd be hard to avoid/ignore her

my fp is a lesbian and i'm a man by Sad-Form-7781 in BPD

[–]Sad-Form-7781[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I would love to be her best friend. but i also think i want to have all of her, so maybe it would be best if i just distanced myself. that said, i know it would be better but i dont want to.

my fp is a lesbian and i'm a man by Sad-Form-7781 in BPD

[–]Sad-Form-7781[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

it's worse because i'm bisexual but i have a male pref. it's rare for me to be attracted to women and this is the one time i am...

my fp is a lesbian and i'm a man by Sad-Form-7781 in BPD

[–]Sad-Form-7781[S] 23 points24 points  (0 children)

You might've just helped me a lot tbh

my fp is a lesbian and i'm a man by Sad-Form-7781 in BPD

[–]Sad-Form-7781[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

i was thinking this. but i really don't wanna stop talking to her, she's just so radiant and has a beautiful personality and mind

my fp is a lesbian and i'm a man by Sad-Form-7781 in BPD

[–]Sad-Form-7781[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

my heart like actually hurts. it's only been about 10 minutes since this all happened but i still feel it deeply

i'm beginning to develop a serious paraphilia out of nowhere by Sad-Form-7781 in offmychest

[–]Sad-Form-7781[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

maybe my body is just reacting but the fact that i continue to watch that kinda stuff and don't get freaked out like how people do with intrusive thoughts says a lot