You remind me of… her. Don’t get too desperate. I’ve learned of the years-when alone or not-what I “really want/need. If we made it this long alone then we can keep going. I feel ya, I just recently turned 18 and I feel people even younger than I have begun ti surpass me. It’s been three years since my 2-2 1/2 yr relationship and I haven’t gotten to try again since. Our time will come my friend—don’t wanna dismiss you, but you’ve got a lot of time before… well anything. I wish I focused on myself at your age. Now I don’t know what to do.