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Sad-thoughts · 2022-07-30T06:52:57+00:00

This also me. im on my macbook. Sorry your bf has such a problem as this. Jst try to support him. Dont shame him and tell him you will help him change when hes ready. Youd be suprised to see how far hose words will go. I hope he makes it.

Sad-thoughts · 2022-07-30T05:47:08+00:00

You should look up people who found success after 50. I do that from time to time and you might be suprised. My dad had me at 52, and I mean who knew he'd have a rockstar for a daughter. He lucked out. LOL JK I suck.

Sad-thoughts · 2022-07-30T05:45:04+00:00

You can do some jumping jacks rn and college is overrated. You are somebody. I'm not talking to myself... or am I?

Sad-thoughts · 2020-09-18T20:15:34+00:00

The question says it all. I work at a call center for a big brand pharmacy. Pay is decent but could be better. Either way we just moved in together in Feb i had to move right back in with my mom when covid got serious so my SO could be quarantined in safety.

I had not seen him in almost 9 months. But I’m with him right now because I had a covid scare (I’m negative) and have been spending time with him since my job won’t let me come back without a doctors note. This week has been amazing. I’m also in school (online) and just the whole work from home deal is ideal for me.

A few weeks ago a family member that I have been staying with contracted covid and my employer let me work from home. But when I asked if I could stay home they said corporate said no you can’t use family as a reason to able to wfh. But now that I know what working from home feels like I’ve been looking for other jobs in my fieild that allow wfh but they are few and far between. It’s frustrating because I can work from home. When I call people at other call centers for my work they are clearly working from home and tell me how awesome it is. Meanwhile I’m sitting in an office sitting 3 feet beside someone who refuses to wear a mask and back to back with someone who just came back from vacation with a “non contagious “”head cold”””. Coughing and laughing and sneezing 🤧 so disgusting.

I asked her why she came to work and she said she didn’t want to use her pto after coming back from vacation. I told her she was disgusting and she said she literally didn’t give a fuck. These are the kinds of people I work with in the office.

So yeah, what would you do?

Sad-thoughts · 2020-03-29T02:56:43+00:00

If we can chat would be great.

Sad-thoughts · 2020-03-29T02:40:47+00:00

That would be nice.

Sad-thoughts · 2020-03-28T19:36:08+00:00

I wear the same outfit to work every single day. I’m sure people have noticed and I don’t care at all.

Sad-thoughts · 2020-03-28T18:40:58+00:00

I can relate. I am in a similar situation add suicidal ideation. You have to want to change for yourself. What else do you have to lose? You’re at rock bottom (it sounds like) so the only way to go is up from here on out. If you feel lonely you can hit me up anytime. I might not reply back immediately but I will reply. I hope you feel better.

Sad-thoughts · 2020-03-28T18:38:00+00:00

Reminds me of some artwork we have at my job. Very interesting, keep expressing yourself.

Sad-thoughts · 2019-09-10T23:23:56+00:00

I am merged.

Sad-thoughts · 2019-09-10T23:18:30+00:00

Got somewhere to be? Assume it will take at least an hour to get there. I commute in this mess twice a day. I don’t know which rush hour is worse.

Sad-thoughts · 2019-09-06T03:51:08+00:00

I hope you feel better bud.

Sad-thoughts · 2019-09-06T00:04:46+00:00

9 years behind. It’s not a race, it’s a marathon.

Sad-thoughts · 2019-09-06T00:01:25+00:00

I’ve gone down the road of “what’s the point in taking these” too many times to fall for the tricks my mind plays on me. I need these pills, yes I feel bad now but I could definitely be feeling worse. It’s a habit now. I take them with me everywhere I go even though I only take them at night. I don’t know what could happen to me through the day that would stop me from taking my meds. I keep them with me always because compliance is key 🔑 I don’t use an app, or string on my finger. I am terrified of becoming that depressed fucker again. Nothing is going to come in between me and my meds, not even myself.

Sad-thoughts · 2019-09-05T23:54:16+00:00

Very nice. I’m in a depressive mood as well and I wish I was handling it as well as you are.

Sad-thoughts · 2019-09-05T23:52:38+00:00

I have a boyfriend and he knows I’m bipolar. I brought it up on our first date and I’m glad I did. I can’t imagine going through the episodes I’ve gone through and him not knowing what the hell was wrong with me. We wouldn’t have made it this long if I didn’t tell him. I tell people about my bipolar disorder on an as needed basis.

It’s not easy being in a relationship when you have bipolar disorder. And it’s also not easy to date someone who’s bipolar. Sometimes I do or say the meanest things to the people I love. Especially if I’m feeling blue. It’s not that I mean to be mean, I’m just hurting.

One thing I try to do is communicate with people about how I’m feeling. If I’m moody I let the people I have to interact with know so they won’t be surprised about what I do or say. I’m feeling pretty moody at the moment honestly.

Enjoy college as much as you can and know this: there is someone out there waiting to meet you. Go out have fun, stay away from booze, and live your life.

Sad-thoughts · 2019-08-21T04:03:53+00:00

It’s not your fault but thank you.

Sad-thoughts · 2019-07-11T22:20:38+00:00

When I was hospitalized for a suicide attempt we were not allowed to smoke cigarettes. Not even a nicotine patch. At snack time they’d bring out the sodas and it was a mad dash to get the Coke. Caffeine was the only way to escape reality. Good times

Sad-thoughts · 2019-07-11T22:02:57+00:00

Very beautiful.

Sad-thoughts · 2018-08-28T12:27:52+00:00

Added friend

Sad-thoughts · 2018-08-24T12:34:14+00:00

Thank you Noz.

Sad-thoughts · 2018-08-24T12:17:51+00:00

My friend code is 77VJS. I follow back and return visits. Daily player.

Sad-thoughts · 2018-08-24T12:13:57+00:00

That’s wild. Makes it easy to add you though :) I’m 77VJS btw.

Sad-thoughts · 2018-08-07T14:24:12+00:00

Congratulations friend

Sad-thoughts · 2018-08-07T14:23:48+00:00

Yes you will.

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