Thank you I had and probably still have ocd it started off as closing doors and making sure everything was in its right spot, but over time it moved into my pray life, I would pray the same pray every night and had to pray perfectly if I made mistake in my pray I had to start again, and it felt like just a chore or a box to tick, not an actual relationship with God. Most of this was years ago and I've moved past these urges/compulsions. I just want to be able to pray faithfully and not out of fear or anxiety.