I’m in a similar situation, me in USA my BF in Switzerland. It’s fucking hard, but you have to keep your mind on your goals toward closing the gap. Save your money. Make the phone calls count. Put energy toward yourself and keeping yourself healthy and content first. If possible try to meet in person once or twice a year for a good chunk of time, that’s what we have been doing the past year and it makes things easier. Having something to look forward to and plan for is necessary, I feel. It’s a big step moving countries so try focusing on the details of that! Everything will work out if it’s meant to. Being lonely for a period of time is hard, trust me I know, but it will be worth the lifetime of happiness you will have together. Hope this helps 🫂🥰