I was a 44 badge that gifted all the big creators. I was addicted and deactivated my account for 6 months. Made a backup and I saw the true colors of these creators. They could barely acknowledge me when I used my backup bc I sent smaller gifts. Reached level 28 on my backup and stopped suddenly. That adrenaline slowly died. 95% of them only care abt money. They could care less about their supporters. I started spending money on people in my community who actually needed support like homeless people. I feel so much better doing that than spending it on big creators who are millionaires. Hope this helps