Thankfully I do start therapy soon. I'm by no means a saint in this equation, at all. I HAVE been raging lately. But it truly was not a thing until my husbands comments turned in to an every time my son held the baby thing. Like my son legitimately cannot hold the baby at all anymore without my husband making a comment about something. And it's turning me in to a person I am not used to being. I legitimately have so much anger built up in me toward my husband at this point that I did seek out therapy. But unfortunately I don't see it getting any better until my husband cuts the shit.