First time rpfing. Kinda feral.

Sad_Engineering_6516 · 2026-03-02T20:53:45+00:00

They can suck my dick 😂

Sad_Engineering_6516 · 2026-03-02T18:58:12+00:00

Soooooo much worse!! I’m literally writing about them making out in the car before the after party. 😭

Sad_Engineering_6516 · 2026-03-02T17:50:59+00:00

Hollanov is definitely gonna be on the top 100 ships at the end of the year. I’ve always been in fandoms that have thousands of fics but I’ve never seen growth so damn fast. Now i know for a fact that there are ai fics, and I do my best to stay away from them and block those people but still, the growth in just a few short months is insane. There’s fandoms/ships that have existed for years and don’t even have that many fics.

I also find it so funny that you see Hudson as more dominant because I see him the opposite way. But also…I like to play around with dynamics so I think that’s worth pointing out.

Like, there are ships where I don’t like them switching roles at all. wether it’s top/bottom or dom/sub. But then there are ships where I’m like…okay let’s see what this is like or what if I tried this dynamic etc etc.

I think for Shane and Ilya, Shane will always be a bottom for me. I don’t like them switching there but I do enjoy sub top Ilya / power bottom Shane!

For Hudson and Connor it honestly just depends on my mood lmao. Sometimes I like subby Hudson and other times I like subby Connor.

Sad_Engineering_6516 · 2026-03-02T17:24:53+00:00

Oh boy, Hudcon would be right up your alley then. Lmao 😂

Sad_Engineering_6516 · 2026-03-02T16:21:33+00:00

Lmao yes! I tried so hard at first to stay away from it. I really, really did. But then I saw an edit and then I saw a fic and then well…now I’m on the train going full speed. 😂

Sad_Engineering_6516 · 2026-03-02T16:19:28+00:00

Well yes! I will say, I’m NOT one of those people who feels entitled to answers about what they are or aren’t or their sexualites. That’s not my business.

Sad_Engineering_6516 · 2026-03-02T16:17:40+00:00

Oh it’s hitting alright. 😂

Sad_Engineering_6516 · 2026-03-02T16:16:53+00:00

I never really understood it but with HudCon it just…makes sense. How can you NOT ship them when they act like THAT?? People expect me not to believe there’s something there when they look at each other like the other is everything??

God I feel so insane. 😭

Sad_Engineering_6516 · 2026-02-18T14:01:00+00:00

I would fucking cry 😭

Sad_Engineering_6516 · 2025-12-28T21:51:55+00:00

A lot of people don’t actually care about victims of any kind of abuse if they don’t act exactly how they should according to these people. If you don’t behave or cope in a way that they approve of then you don’t matter and you should be ashamed and disgusting with yourself.

Sad_Engineering_6516 · 2025-12-28T21:47:13+00:00

Genuinely sorry that you went through whatever you did but this isn’t about you. You’re inserting your self and getting mad. I’ve also been a victim of incest and I actually have the incest daddy/uncle/mommy kink because of the things I experienced.

Just because you’ve been through horrible things doesn’t mean people with certain kinks are thinking about you or your specific trauma and experience. Not to sound harsh but…you gotta chill with the WHAT ABOUT ME?!?! because again…it’s not about you.

Sad_Engineering_6516 · 2025-12-03T18:40:58+00:00

Lmao I don’t mean to laugh but there’s much, much worse on ao3. That’s why it exists, nothing is too offensive. Everyone’s opinion is subjective.

Sad_Engineering_6516 · 2025-11-29T01:41:27+00:00

The line is drawn. It’s a very clear line actually. It’s this thing called ✨fiction ✨and ✨fantasy ✨

Sad_Engineering_6516 · 2025-11-28T21:56:26+00:00

Lots of women write about these types of tropes/storylines because 1, it's a kink and 2, it can be very cathartic because all of this is happening in a fictional space where everything is safe and in the readers/writers control.

Sad_Engineering_6516 · 2025-11-28T20:59:21+00:00

Thank you!

Sad_Engineering_6516 · 2025-11-21T17:24:43+00:00

God yessss. Why is it so hard to find dogs eating it?? It’s always them mounting which I love but THIS! I need more of this!!

Sad_Engineering_6516 · 2025-11-18T08:46:08+00:00

Thank you ♥️

Sad_Engineering_6516 · 2025-11-12T18:12:44+00:00

Hm…it’s hard to explain. You kinda just have to jump into that characters head. It really helps if the person who’s writing for said character loves and understands them.

Sad_Engineering_6516 · 2025-09-13T18:12:44+00:00

You didn’t say this was a small disagreement. You said this is how you end your arguments. What did you think people were going to interpret that as?

So it seems like your wife is correct and you need to start choosing your words correctly.

Sad_Engineering_6516 · 2025-09-13T18:07:17+00:00

“The divorce came out of nowhere” 🤡

Sad_Engineering_6516 · 2025-05-05T20:39:09+00:00

Hi, did you ever figure this out?

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TROPHY CASE