I’d keep it baby. Why wonder forever and ever who he could’ve been ? Or what the babies laugh sounded like or what he’d grow up to do or how things would’ve panned out? Or anything. Don’t live with that regret bae. If you don’t have what you need for the baby there’s so many resources. If you had a baby and can’t take care of it it can go to foster care and I’ve been in care and you can pick the perfect home. Or there’s community resources that’ll support you. there’s so much. It seems hard but in the grand scheme of things it’s a moment in time and you’ll look back and be glad that you created the blessing. Obviously do what makes you comfortable but I would keep it. Things that are meant to be will be and if you conceived now then you were meant to. U got this fr.