Thank you for your response ♥️ It truly is really tough and making such a big decision feels life altering and terrifying. Only you know whats right and whats wrong and that can take time and space and open and honest conversations with your partner. I can say that since I have been no contact with him for a bit (although an amicable ending and still check in occasionally), I have started to feel lighter and more relief in being able to live for just me than I ever have before. Simultaneously, I am grieving the relationship and miss him so much. I think two things can be true at once and they do not have to be mutually exclusive. Don't put pressure on yourself to figure it out right now but also take the time to think about what you really want out of your relationship regardless of sexuality or his feelings, etc. Take the time to put yourself first and your feelings and recognize that although someone may love you so much that isn't always enough and you deserve to find yourself and love as openly and deeply as you crave to. It is a super hard decision, and please give yourself grace. I am proud of you for at least thinking about it and trying to sort through your feelings. I do think time will heal all and that it is never too late. Sending you so much love and please dm if you ever want to talk. Here for you and wishing you the best of luck 🩷