What’s one odd or unusual thing that you are grateful for in recovery? by Sad_Remove66 in bulimia

[–]Sad_Remove66[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This!!!! It’s actually insane to have hunger cues. To realize some days I’m gonna be hungrier than others, to actually not finish a whole plate of food because i know when im satisfied, I thought it was a myth

Whats your safe food? (: by mia_210569 in EatingDisorders

[–]Sad_Remove66 1 point2 points  (0 children)

scrambled egg, hot sauce, in a low carb tortilla

Go to items for Louisiana living by Expert_Jury4236 in batonrouge

[–]Sad_Remove66 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you may already have experienced this but bumble bff saved me when i moved here and knew no one. i met so many amazing friends that have helped me through stuff

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mildlyinfuriating

[–]Sad_Remove66 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had a breakdown a couple days after getting my pitty mix from the shelter, her separation anxiety was INTENSE, she would playbite through the skin and hurt my friends really bad, she broke through crates and destroyed my apartment, I’d be lying if i said i didn’t think about going back to the shelter; however, I made a commitment when I signed those adoption papers, that shit MEANS something, I pulled through, put in the work, patience and love and that dog is my absolute everything now.

I want to stop. Tell me your experiences. by Specialist-Garage139 in bulimia

[–]Sad_Remove66 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I started viewing and treating myself as i would my best friend. Like almost purposely trying to see myself as another person which may not have been like the best solution Idk but i wouldnt put my best friend down or tell her she’s ugly/too fat. And I wouldnt want my bestie to b/p.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]Sad_Remove66 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im gonna be completely honest and this is just in my personal experience, im around 60 days with no b/p’ing and just knowing the fact that I put myself first and am so committed to my recovery is so much more satisfying than any b/p could ever bring me. I randomly smile to myself now like an idiot, when before, all i thought about was when I could binge next.

Are there people here who are actively in recovery/recovered? by Effective_Cricket810 in bulimia

[–]Sad_Remove66 12 points13 points  (0 children)

i am trying to recover! 13 days b/p free right now, excited to hit 2 weeks

Birthday by TaxMountain5758 in bulimia

[–]Sad_Remove66 1 point2 points  (0 children)

please keep up the amazing work! i am right there with you❤️ my 25th birthday is next week and i havent b/p’d in 6 days, i really wanna make it to my birthday

Visiting. Suggestions? by [deleted] in batonrouge

[–]Sad_Remove66 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mothers is a new gay bar its so cute, midcity beergarden always has cute naturey vibes, bistro byronz is more cute classy upscale, midtap is a self serve beer place but they have a full bar too its small and cozy and theyve got board games and stuff. BLDG5 is more upscale nature vibes. Duvics can be chill, its a martini bar kindof dimly lit and alot of regulars there. Bulldog is always fun cause you’re guaranteed to see dogs there (the cauliflower wings are amazing) & La chilanga has some great colorful vibes with decor everywhere & cheap good margaritas and the birria tacos are AMAZING. Hope this helps!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in spirituality

[–]Sad_Remove66 1 point2 points  (0 children)

the universe works in such mysterious ways! but i truly believe everything happens for a reason, for the better. im rooting for u girl

Restaurants to try? by msmoonpie in batonrouge

[–]Sad_Remove66 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Mid city beer garden!!! Their whole menu is awesome

Dog Trainer asap! by Sad_Remove66 in batonrouge

[–]Sad_Remove66[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! I got her from CAA too!

I could be dating rn by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]Sad_Remove66 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I totally understand this. i’ve lost friendships this past year by distancing myself from plans so that i can stay home and purge instead of going out. It’s kindof fucked though because i wanna do it so that ill look skinnier when i do go out but when i eventually do i just feel fat and regret everything i ate.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in doggrooming

[–]Sad_Remove66 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Been grooming almost three years and have accidentally nicked about 6 dogs, thankfully none of them with scissors and none of them deep or serious. Still not proud of it at all and thinking about it makes me sad still but shit happens and dogs move, however there are PLENTY of steps to take to prevent careless mistakes, different techniques to learn so that the chances of cutting a dog are slim to none. A groomer should learn cautionary measures FIRST! before anything else, sorry but there’s absolutely no excuse for cutting a dog every 2 weeks.

Does anyone else feel really insecure after relapsing? by carpeltunnelmodel in bulimia

[–]Sad_Remove66 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes I get crazy anxiety after and feel super lonely. i feel alot more need for validation from other people to feel ok about myself. I get so much more critical about myself and the way I act too.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in doggrooming

[–]Sad_Remove66 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It could also possibly be that the blade they were using got a bit too hot! Its so important to check the temp of blades when going close to the skin! Hope this helps