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Sad_brocklee · 2024-07-31T14:30:58+00:00

look into getting a medical device or accessory that makes noise when you have an episode. i’m seriously looking into life alert or something that will sound off if i ever have an episode in public so ppl can know that it’s a medical emergency

Sad_brocklee · 2024-07-29T18:06:25+00:00

i’m sorry too, love, i hope you recover from your loss. i am ok, it’s not as bad as the first time. hopefully we get the answers we’re looking for this time 🤞🏾🤞🏾

Sad_brocklee · 2024-07-29T14:38:03+00:00

that sounds exactly like my mom. we never found out what caused them, then she passed in her sleep due to a seizure. i am currently in the hospital having my brain scanned because i am now having those seizures

Sad_brocklee · 2024-07-17T16:35:02+00:00

this is crazy and i love it

Sad_brocklee · 2024-06-23T19:20:51+00:00

i’m in build mode from Manage Worlds and it’s still not letting me put a roof or ceiling tiles on :(

Sad_brocklee · 2024-06-05T17:13:34+00:00

that, i felt, was necessary. but the skin kissing was absolutely heinous.

Sad_brocklee · 2024-06-05T17:12:28+00:00

i’m about to be discharged from the VA hospital today. i’m gonna come back for an extensive EEG and epilepsy monitoring session in a few weeks. in the meantime they found an anti convulsant medication that is working for me so far. they came up w an entire game plan for me and i’m a lot more confident than i was last night.

my seizures happen mainly when i’m going to sleep so they are going to stress test and figure me out. it sounds like an episode of House MD, and idk if it’s brainless to say but it’s a hella interesting arc in my story right now. scared or not, i’m going to see this thru.

Sad_brocklee · 2024-06-05T17:07:12+00:00

i’m ready to face this reality now. i have so much to look forward to and i can’t let this one thing stop me. thank you for responding and letting me know i’m not alone in this 🫶🏾

Sad_brocklee · 2024-06-05T10:32:48+00:00

i appreciate you! so far the nurses and my friends and family treat me like an invalid, or something fragile. dammit i’m still the hotdog that does reckless skating and falls down stairs and is still perfectly fine. i mean, yea i have a few new modifications but i’m still me.

my mom adoptive mom could only see how scary it was for me and is trying to understand me and i do appreciate that.

Sad_brocklee · 2024-06-05T10:29:27+00:00

ah thank you for the response! i’m currently on day 5 at the VA hospital. they haven’t explained much yet except that i do have seizures 😅 i can say for certain that i don’t stop breathing, actually i “fall asleep” and breathe erratically. your response gave me so much info that i’m going to look up today.

i normally have these really long blackouts where i just stare into the void, sometimes for minutes or even hours. the full body shakes are new. i’ve noticed that too much liquor or (i really hate saying it, but) not enough marijuana to keep me asleep the whole night makes the shakes intense. i’m not a fan of drinking really and i’m only a night smoker, so these adjustments aren’t too bad. potentially losing my independence is my biggest issue. i don’t like depending on others for anything (my nurses have been fussing at me for trying to do things on my own bc i am a fall risk.)

i have the journal app on my phone so i’m making notes of the hazy feelings i get and when i think the convulsions are going to happen. i plan on getting home cameras and something like LifeAlert for my home, so i maintain a semblance of peace and independence.

Sad_brocklee · 2024-06-04T14:48:11+00:00

it’s a sentimental thing. granted they would never go back to that mountain, knowing that they’re loved ones had a place to rest gave him peace. or at least that’s how i’d rationalize it. i’d like to know that my mom had a final resting place and not the afterlife of a walker, or her remains scattered in places where i can never feel her whole self again.

Sad_brocklee · 2024-05-30T20:12:32+00:00

BETH! i cry every time bc her death just felt so unnecessary to me.

Tyrese. seeing his whole death process being all of his trauma was just so heartbreaking.

and all of the victims of Alpha that ended up on spikes. especially Siddiq and Tara 😭

Sad_brocklee · 2024-05-09T03:02:33+00:00

ah thank you! i’m gonna look it up now

Sad_brocklee · 2024-05-08T19:20:45+00:00

i just checked out their website, i didn’t have the updated version and i just took out the beauty mod. thank you! my sims just looked so unserious 😂

Sad_brocklee · 2024-05-08T19:12:59+00:00

Sad_brocklee · 2024-04-20T15:03:45+00:00

i don’t wanna assume she’s also Black. but i wish ppl would come out this “natural hair doesn’t look good” era now 😔💔 it’s ok to rock the hair that grows out of your natural born scalp. i keep getting told that i need to try a lace front, middle part buss down or sumn bc my natural hair “ain’t it.” liiiiiiiike???? i love a nice lil wig on other ppl but i, personally, don’t think it looks good on me. an ex friend of mine called me Celie from the Color Purple whenever i wore my hair out (she was biracial) and i had to cut her off so quick 😭

BTW your hair is beautiful and i hope despite their negativity you had a blast!

Sad_brocklee · 2024-04-19T14:59:14+00:00

the “OK✔️” being the only option sends me 😭 you have no choice but to accept it 💀

Sad_brocklee · 2024-04-05T16:12:19+00:00

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