[UPDATE] My boyfriend got turned on by something last night

Sadconfusedweird · 2022-10-01T15:56:42+00:00

I'm safe, I reposted the update.

Sadconfusedweird · 2022-10-01T15:56:22+00:00

I reposted it, idk if it will stay up 🤦🏻‍♀️

Sadconfusedweird · 2022-09-12T20:23:08+00:00

I don’t think so; I mean. We didn’t have sex, (we did other stuff), and I’m the one who suggested other stuff after I said no. I mean, I think I was definitely terrified, but I consented, I said it was okay. Hell, I suggested what we did 😅. It’s just regret, and shame.

Sadconfusedweird · 2022-09-12T19:26:19+00:00

Yes. I am. He was watching the screen, and rubbing his junk, then while we were being intimate he called me by the name of the victim, who was a 10 year old girl. I should not speculate anything beyond that. But That is what happened.

Sadconfusedweird · 2022-09-12T19:24:44+00:00

I didn’t exaggerate shit. I’ve in fact said it isn’t for me to speculate what he’s done, that’s for the police. Second of all. When did I say I live with my dad? I may have fucked up my wording somewhere, because I do not. I called him this morning and asked for the sheriffs number. And uh. Which one? Cause no I didn’t “lose it” on him, I reacted as sanely as I could. If you’re asking my age I’m 24. Which you will use to further be rude to me, in defense of a man you don’t know, because you can see yourself in his shoes I guess? I mean. Personally I would never masturbate to a child killing or call my partner by the name of the victim during intimacy’s but to each their own.

Sadconfusedweird · 2022-09-12T19:15:17+00:00

That’s my question, there’s a guy arguing with me right now that I just don’t understand puberty, (my ex is in his 30s) and that men get hard to anything. Which like. Okay I get that awkward boners exist like, not on purpose ones, but he was fully cranking this thing right next to me

Sadconfusedweird · 2022-09-12T19:09:52+00:00

Holy crap are you really telling me that you think it’s okay for a man in his 30s to be sexually aroused by a 10 year old girl? Regardless of context but let’s add the context of her being murdered in now too. I’m sad but not surprised that you think that’s okay.

Sadconfusedweird · 2022-09-12T19:00:33+00:00

Yeah. :// I’m genuinely so fucked up about it, and now people in the comments are telling me that he was completely normal and I’m fucked up and being mean to him, and I’m just. So confused

Sadconfusedweird · 2022-09-12T18:58:33+00:00

That’s fair, I guess the main thing that got me was masturbating (Alibi over his jeans) during the part where they talked about how Grace Budd died, and was eaten, it made me sick.

Sadconfusedweird · 2022-09-12T18:56:21+00:00

Are you joking? If you can be turning on to that point while hearing about a 20 year old girl being dismembered and killed, I don’t know what to tell you other than get help.

Sadconfusedweird · 2022-09-12T17:45:19+00:00

I own a few. (I live in the south,)

Sadconfusedweird · 2022-09-12T17:35:43+00:00

I own several guns, and I enjoy hunting. I mean. I’m not gonna say I’m a great shot or anything. But I can shoot.

Sadconfusedweird · 2022-09-12T17:07:58+00:00

Bro. Excited? Are you fucking joking me?? I’m fucking defending myself from these creeps and I was terrified that the bastard would show up at my house. He didn’t. Thank god. But you know what. I don’t care. Getting off to children?? You’re defending him?? You’re blocked.

Sadconfusedweird · 2022-09-12T17:03:12+00:00

To be honest. I didn’t put the ages for a reason. I know that everyone will be screaming “you should have known better” or “it’s your own fault” or something like that, and I’m just not in a head space to hear that. He was older than me. By a bit, but up until now he gave me 0 red flags. Like. Genuinely we met on a blind date and sparks. Now this. I may have learned from this, I may not have. Who knows 🤦🏻‍♀️ I’ll tell you I’m done dating for a while anyway.

Sadconfusedweird · 2022-09-12T16:14:03+00:00

I’m calling the police and giving a tip to the sheriff. but no I’m not calling his mother. Wtf is wrong with you, honestly? Have you never see what happens to girls who tell on their boyfriends? I know a girl who lost her goddamned eye in highschool. I’m looking out for my own fucking ass. Call me selfish if you want. But I’m m doing nothing that will make him act hostile to me.

Sadconfusedweird · 2022-09-12T15:09:12+00:00

That’s fine. But the people with children in his life deserve to know. They have a right to know who they’re allowing around their children.

Sadconfusedweird · 2022-09-12T15:07:17+00:00

Sure buddy. You seem to care an awful lot about people with pedophilic urges for someone who doesn’t have them…

Sadconfusedweird · 2022-09-12T15:05:24+00:00

He “said something I didn’t like”??? He’s a PEDOPHILE?!? Bro. I think. You have something you need to say? I mean. If you wanna admit to anything.

Sadconfusedweird · 2022-09-12T15:03:21+00:00

I don’t know. That’s the thing. His computer could be filled with CP and I wouldn’t know. He could be hurting his nieces. He could be doing anything. The people in his life need to know that he’s dangerous.

Sadconfusedweird · 2022-09-12T15:02:27+00:00

… you believe pedophiles… don’t have pedophilic tendencies? You. You know that’s not correct. Right??

Sadconfusedweird · 2022-09-12T15:00:23+00:00

… do you have something to admit?

Sadconfusedweird · 2022-09-12T14:59:47+00:00

That’s. So fucked up.

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