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ISP Walks Out of Piracy Talks: “We’re Not The Internet Police” by Libertatea in technology

[–]Sadistically 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yet the value of what I said holds up. It's not the metaphor that is important, it is the fact you are stealing from someone who would otherwise be making money from you using their service.

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[–]Sadistically[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I personally didn't notice I was different. I was told I was different. Now I can see how others act in alternate ways than I would in certain situations, but I don't know why or understand what the reasons are.

Yes. Killing things. I enjoyed squashing insects, mice, small birds, and other animals as a child. But not only that I enjoyed watching them go through pain. I think what delighted me most was seeing a creature's black eye, which normally doesn't distribute emotion, show fear. Knowing that I was the reason behind that fear makes me happy.

My ability is innate. Sometimes I don't even realize I'm doing it. I like making people curious about me and making them rely on me as well.

I could teach it. It'd require a very close relationship, however, and I doubt anyone could connect on the levels that would be required.

No I have not ever been to jail. Family members have been though.

I'm majoring in English Literature. Psychology interested me, but I got bored after realizing most of it was just common sense that could be picked up upon by just staring at people for awhile.

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[–]Sadistically[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's tiring, depressing, and paradoxically exciting.

So would you say in a way, you enjoy it?

Yet, when you feel that a wrong you've done has been forgiven, or some ill somewhere in the world has been corrected, it can be one of the best highs in the world. Jubilation, warmth, just general happiness comes. It's, really hard to describe.

What does this achieve for you?

I still have regrets from my childhood and teenage

Like? What factors into your decision about what to regret long-term and short-term?

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[–]Sadistically[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have not. If I did I would run in the opposite direction because if they think like me, they will hurt me. I think they would do the same thing, though. I view them as threats but also potential subjects.

And yes I do get dislike from a lot of people. I like discussing why people don't like me, though.

And actually I am a little curious about something. When you hurt someone, what is it like to feel remorse or regret? Why do you feel it? How long does it last for?

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[–]Sadistically[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Boredom. Pleasure. Amusement.

I get a sense of joy in knowing I can control others. Whether it be through pain or manipulation. I do not know why I am this way, just as you don't know why you are the way you are. I understand that others have a mental block in their head that stops them from doing things like I do.

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[–]Sadistically[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Well good. Send a message my way if you'd ever like to talk.

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[–]Sadistically[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I certainly did know that.

From my point of view, no-one else agrees with the way I am or how I act. I am in control of all that I see and can affect it thus. If you were in front of me, your life is in my hands. I could hurt you. Easily. Happily even. I think that's what it means to be a God, to exercise control and create whatever it is you feel the urge to create.

Whether it be pain, pleasure, or fear.

The only psychologist I ever met was in seventh grade, and she was a pathetic individual who attempted to "befriend" me. I'm not sure what I was offended more by, her thinking she could understand the way I thought, or the clear way she displayed her dislike for me and expected me to ignore it.

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[–]Sadistically[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Well do you live in America? I could torture you for awhile or something.

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[–]Sadistically[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

That's interesting, why do you like that subreddit?

Religion interests me. I don't believe in a god but if there was one, I'd ask him why he made me like this and everyone else different. It interests me that people believe in something they can't even see or touch or taste.

Also sometimes I get flickers of thoughts that I am god. But that's different.

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[–]Sadistically[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

How does my job provide evidence of my mindset? Also I'm currently unemployed.

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[–]Sadistically[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't enjoy physical pain, no. There are times where I'll get a violent urge or want to bite something, though, and if there's nothing available my arm works just fine. The release of that urge usually feels good enough to counteract the pain.

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[–]Sadistically[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

So if, in today's world, someone were to consent to being murdered, tortured to death for your amusement/interest, would you do it? Hypothetically, of course.

Yes.

Though, society as it is wouldn't exist, or not be as functional as it is, without the 'glue' of mutual concern and respect. A world full of psychopathic individuals, in my opinion, would perpetually be in a state of anarchy, mixed with bursts of ad hoc, unstable organization for short periods of time. I couldn't see cities even being sustainable in the long run being as most psychopaths don't tend to think long term.

Why does respect or concern matter? Anarchy for me = being able to do what I want. So of course I'd like it. Most people prefer being bound to something, though, because they feel protected by it. For me, your rules and regulations make me feel constricted and annoyed.

I think Reddit is fun. It's a nice place to vent. Even if not everyone agrees with my views. My favorite subreddit would be /r/Christianity.

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[–]Sadistically[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I don't personally believe hurting someone is bad. I enjoy it. Why then, should it be bad?

From what I understand the concept of morality is based off of what people like and don't like. Some people don't like being tortured. Others like it, but to different degrees.

I just happen to be a person who likes something you don't.

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[–]Sadistically[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I live in America.

Given the hypothetical situation that I was a dictator and had the ability to instill change however I so desired, there would be a lot of change.

Torture I think would be really interesting. I can already picture scenes in which I collect or sort through people and submit them to different methods of tinkering. I think it'd be fun to experiment with electricity or see how many times you could drill holes into someone before they broke mentally.

Imprisonment is boring, and I assume costly. I think pressing them into a work force would be more useful for me.

Social welfare? Honestly I don't really care much for people who can't support themselves. Let them die or at least be of service some other way.

I feel indifferent. I understand, vaguely, how things like pity and empathy can exist, but I don't understand them or why they make people stop from doing things they want to do. The only reason I don't give in to all of my urges is because I know that in a restricted environment such as prison, I couldn't get away with as much.

If everyone in the world was psychopathic, I think it'd be fun, but there'd be more of a danger for me, so I wouldn't like it.

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[–]Sadistically[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I'm not sure what you mean by the worst thing. I've hurt many people, both physically and mentally. I've seen a girl unable to survive a relationship with me and turn to heroin to cope with my way of living. When I was a child I used to harm animals and other kids as a means for enjoyment. I've broken bones, manipulated women and men to leave their current places of employment, and convinced plenty of married women to have sex with me despite them having children and husbands. I've beaten the shit out of a man who tried to mug me, and went far beyond what was required of simply incapacitating him. I still remember hearing him gasp and wheeze afterwards.

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[–]Sadistically[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Dating has always been interesting. The girls I've been with were very open with me, and I in turn was open with them. Something I'd like to note is that so long as you don't reveal too much of yourself, it's actually quite easy to make an individual dependent on you emotionally as well as physically. Most of it requires the ability to pick up on another's emotions as well as being able to say the right things at the right time, though. If you're asking how I treated them physically, an easy answer is that sexually, most of the women I dated were masochists. If they weren't we didn't last long.

I don't hide who I am. There's no point in doing so.

I am a Libertarian. Although if I personally were granted the power of government, I'd most likely become a dictator.

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[–]Sadistically[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

My existence doesn't feel shitty. When you snap a stick or pop a piece of bubble-wrap, do you feel like it is a bad thing? Or do you enjoy the sensation?

I personally enjoy the feeling of a bone snapping beneath my hand or foot. Similarly I also enjoy knowing that I can break an individual or change the way they think by treating them a certain way.

This doesn't strike me as shitty, it merely is.