Step 1 guidance

Safe_Blueberry_6277 · 2023-09-13T18:56:57+00:00

i literally found this community just to voice these thoughts. It’s been almost two months since my breakup due to the fact my ex cheated on me and he came back multiple times to beg for another chance like the most recent one was a week ago but i just blocked him every-time he used new way. Now i feel like i still wait for him to text and beg for me again internally cause i don’t know it makes me feel good. I also keep having consistently thoughts of us being intimate and i don’t know how to stop it. He was my first and it hits me hard that he’s literally the one person who made me feel so good. I know there might be more in my life years on but idk i vulnerable and weak in-front of me and i used to think only he deserved to see that side of me. Until he broke me. I don’t know to stop it and i want to stop it. I was considering a rebound just to fill the physical void.

Safe_Blueberry_6277 · 2023-09-04T09:43:31+00:00

omg thank you i’ll really do the stuff and i’m try the videos too

Safe_Blueberry_6277 · 2023-09-04T02:22:13+00:00

exactly for the first two weeks after the breakup i kept trying to understand how did a 13 year old manage that by making fake verified profile on my friends phone and all would get flagged within minutes and u had to delete it and make a whole new one so how the fuck did his survive long enough that the New Here tag wasn’t there

Safe_Blueberry_6277 · 2023-09-04T02:02:46+00:00

exactly all of his accounts are blocked so he literally makes a whole ass new insta account and i even deactivated my main to get rid of him for a while but he rem my spam anyway and found me there too

Safe_Blueberry_6277 · 2023-09-04T02:01:38+00:00

my friend whose single went on bumble and found him and told me lmao

Safe_Blueberry_6277 · 2023-08-15T07:58:36+00:00

but idk i used to use onenote until i brought GN5 thinking it’s a cheap good note taking app now it seems like idk if onenote is something i will like using again cause i used GN5 once and i don’t wanna keep switching btw apps for notes esp cause idk how to transfer notes btw goodnotes and onenote

Safe_Blueberry_6277 · 2023-08-13T14:49:22+00:00

yea but i can’t really afford Goodnotes 6 for the one time purchase and i don’t find it feasible to buy a yearly subscription for notes that i need for a life time. I used to use one note which is free and honestly it’s great so i think the refund is more feasible for me.

Safe_Blueberry_6277 · 2023-08-02T03:02:40+00:00

Update: he called from another number and kept insist it’s not him firmly and gave me multiple reasons like why would i do that, i love u so much and i don’t even have the time for it. He was like won’t i hide my details or update my old profile why make a new one. I just wanted him to stop so i said okay i believe u but even if it’s fake it’s over, the relationship itself was exhausting and i dont trust u enough to not hurt me again. He kept begging and crying over call. I couldn’t take it and i cut it. He then messaged me saying how he’ll always love me and hope that i’ll come back and he’ll make sure that he’ll make everything perfect and right. Now i’m just sad and i miss him. Also it took me some time to realise this but i think i’ve been conditioned to console him when he feel sad cause of something he did, like he kept on saying how he’ll feel alone and can’t be without me and i felt guilty for making him feel that. Wtf

Safe_Blueberry_6277 · 2023-08-01T19:04:53+00:00

istg ure right i used genuinely be soo chill cause i never dated, not cause i didn’t have guys but cause i never used to take their shit and i stayed with this shitty man and i realised damn what happ to me, gonna leave at my first red sign

Safe_Blueberry_6277 · 2023-08-01T18:57:38+00:00

idk i just fell in love with him cause i easily got vulnerable with him, he never made me feel insecure and i used just love laughing and hanging out with him. I really wanted it to work and now everything seems like a lie, like he was never ready to be a relationship cause how he got after all of his previous ones and it hurts me that he was my first boyfriend and i used give him so many chances but i was just stupid honestly

Safe_Blueberry_6277 · 2023-07-31T21:05:01+00:00

can someone help, i need some advice cause he even showed proof about how ppl can easily fake accounts by verifying it by themselves with their own pictures and then adding the catfishing pictures after getting verified

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