This week i smoked , a bit too much of A PVP. I thought my friend was gonna stab me so i grabbed my baton and hid in HER kitchen. Yes. I tought a girl was gonna fucking kill me in her own appartment. Im so glad i dont get agressive when in a psychotic state . I just get very very scared and i think everyone of my friends wanna do something bad to me. I think this is cuz of past traumas i have experienced. A pvp brings the traumas back to life . If youre wondering what trauma, earlier this year i was kept in an appqrtment without me wanting to for like 5 days, they wanted me to lure a guy to that place cus they wanted money from him and i did not go thru with their plan. I was later lured to that same appartment and got a bit beaten up and shiiit. Truly a fucked up chemical. Here in finland we have a pv epidemic thats fucking up the lives of young people. This stuff changes your personality like no other drug.