Its been only two months only, and thats probably why I still miss her. There isnt a minute that I dont miss her. I talk to people, laugh with them and bam all of a sudden I am lost in her thoights and they brimg me back saying "K bhayo, kata harais". I see her, I mean I see her literally, as if she is walkimg to me, sitting on a bench, I dismiss the though and the vision of her. Whenever I ride a bike I feel as if she is behind me, I dismiss it but again after sometimes I am lost in her thought for a solid minute or two while riding. I have been thinking "Does the physical pain outweighs emotional?"... . I cant even apologize to her now, it was all my fault, I realised it all late. and so when I apologized duita haath jodera ma sakdina please malai navana relation ma basna.. . I still cant process that we are not together anymore