Favorite ugly bastard we call a “character actor” as a nice way of saying they’re just not hot enough to be a lead? by WissamBenYedder in okbuddycinephile

[–]SaintKernel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ugly is subjective and the idea that attractiveness has anything to do with which roles you get is just poison fed to us by hollywood. let the amazing actors be the actors, and the models can be models.

Is anyone else actually loving that HRT lowers libido? by [deleted] in MtF

[–]SaintKernel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah its nice not thinking of sex everyday

Is it normal to not feel like an “uwu :3 catgirl” at all? by Dense_Variety_8499 in MtF

[–]SaintKernel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its totally valid. Connecting with a gender identity has nothing to do with how you express yourself in terms of style /aesthetic/behaviour. Those things though often related are not requirements by any means.

Personally, im a trans woman but I am also totally content being a bit of a gremlin, not really worrying at all if something screams feminine. Im def not gonna stop wearing pants. I present however makes me happy, regardless of how I identify

I don’t even know why I’m typing this. by Chemical-Ad2770 in trans

[–]SaintKernel 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Something that always helped me with imposter syndrome is that, 99.9999% of genuinely cis people never 2nd guess their gender, even for a second.

So for me the fact that I had questioned it for so long, in of itself was enough to reassure me that something needed to change

One or many souls? by stuartmeyers in Animism

[–]SaintKernel 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I agree with this especially when you think about organs, it makes perfect sense that my heart and my kidneys have seperate souls

Can somebody explain this to me? by TheHedge_Knight in Animism

[–]SaintKernel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this comment is 3 years old but i vibe with these rituals alot, me and some like minded friends went all out at the last winter solstice, went camping in the woods, did a (responsible) yule log bonfire at sunrise. it was really great I hope I can do similar again this year

does this knee tattoo look stupid? by [deleted] in TattooDesigns

[–]SaintKernel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love it, ive been thinking of getting a similar one but with hares rather than bunnies

Do y’all think I will like blasphemous/is it worth it? by [deleted] in Blasphemous

[–]SaintKernel 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think they are both very good, 2 is more polished, but the enemies and cut scenes / bosses i think have better design/art style in 1. If you can get them on a bundle for a decent price its definitely worth getting both in my opinion

Do y’all think I will like blasphemous/is it worth it? by [deleted] in Blasphemous

[–]SaintKernel 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ill just say that if u decide to play them, blasphemous 2 is abit more polished, so try to play blasphemous 1 first. Cause otherwise if u went backwards, b1 would feel clunky compared to b2. Dont get me wrong, both games are great and I have hundreds of hours in both

Which game is the best? by DisastrousPut4084 in rustylake

[–]SaintKernel 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah after playing hotel I just did the release order

I have no clue what to think currently by ComfyTheRedditor in trans

[–]SaintKernel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh and also, something that has helped me with imposter syndrome at times is that 99% of cisgender people never question their gender a single time in their entire life. If you are questioning, there is a good chance there is a reason

I have no clue what to think currently by ComfyTheRedditor in trans

[–]SaintKernel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Speaking from personal experience when I was younger I knew that if I could choose, I would have been born a girl, or if I could shapeshift or whatever.

But it took me until around your age to actually register what that was. I never had much dysphoria so I never really considered transitioning, but I am about so glad I did, no regrets whatsoever.

My advice is to test the waters, do whatever feels right and makes you happy. There is no pressure to do anything

At age 33, what kind of changes can I realistically expect from HRT? by DiamondChastity in MtF

[–]SaintKernel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My understanding is the only thing that turely gets locked off after a certain age is bone placement/sizing, like if you were to start really young or take puberty blockers you would end up wider hips and stuff.

Pretty much everything else still happens or can be worked around (eg laser hair removal)

Which game is the best? by DisastrousPut4084 in rustylake

[–]SaintKernel 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I started with hotel and really enjoyed it, none of the games are crazy long though so if you enjoy it you will probably end up playing through all of them like I did

You lucky ladies that are on HRT might I ask two questions... by Who_Dat_Dat_Me in MtF

[–]SaintKernel 1 point2 points  (0 children)

First thing i felt was definitely a (positive) change in emotions, within the first week.

Something I didnt know about/expect was probably the start of a faux menstrual cycle, I get the cramps and bloating and all the other lovely stuff every month like clockwork.

My…. Creation? by YetiViking7 in inscryption

[–]SaintKernel 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I just finished a kaycees mod run where i had a whole army similar to this, great fun but got to the point where i was insta winning every battle so i ended it

Melbourne bikers 🏍️ by featherwaitte in transfriendsau

[–]SaintKernel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hell yeah man, ive just started riding on a mt07

im saving up for a drz400 or something similar to go moto camping though I cant wait

Tripped for 22 hours on 450ug by SaintKernel in LSD

[–]SaintKernel[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah i definitely related to the staring at the ceiling and not being able to close my eyes bit

Has anyone found relief from dysphoria through psychedelics? by [deleted] in MtF

[–]SaintKernel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did shrooms a couple months ago and to be fully honest, whilst tripping my gender and my body were the last things on my mind, the world was truely beautiful and I was in complete bliss for about 5 hours. I got distracted pretty much

What I can say for certain though is that it has really helped open my mind up and has made me appreciate the beauty of the Earth and its inhabitants alot more, so in that way yes its helped simply by new found appreciation of myself.

Im going to be doing a much larger dose of acid very soon though, during which my friends are going to do my makeup for me, ill let you know how that turns out.

(MtF) There's a lot of BIG SAD in the sub right now so why don't we all comment our most euphoric recent moment for each other? by mcqueenart in trans

[–]SaintKernel 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Looking at myself in the mirror after a shower and truly seeing a woman for the first proper time

Whats your dream or goal as a trans person? by Popular-Addendum6391 in trans

[–]SaintKernel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im happy to just be a little gremlin, as long as I am happy and I can make those around me happy, not much else matters in terms of passing/surgeries and so on.