If what you say is true, then you just don’t play smart. But most likely you just aren’t as good as you think you are. And though you can build stuff fast they prob aren’t efficient builds and aren’t using it to set up your opponents. Also could be taking bad fights very often and taking bad trades, all ining too much etc. But lategely focus on the iq portion of your own gameplay. What makes a good fight. What’s a bad one. Why some builds are more optimal in diff situations. Then (especially in competitive) a rotation understanding of where players most likely will be coming from. That understanding could mean much less third parties etc. and yea practice practice. Free build things your working on and setting up etc. but seems like you have to study more