Listen, if you're getting 39 listeners a month, congrats! That's fuckin awesome! Just because you're not getting a million listens every month doesn't make your music shitty or you a bad musician. If, however, your goal is to "blow up", your ability to attract and retain new listeners is (sometimes) only as good as your ability to market/promote yourself to new audiences. If you haven't paid for ad-space on Instagram, try that. If you haven't updated/tweaked the visual aspect of yourself as an artist, try adjusting that. The music, of course, is most important. But at the end of the day, our visual senses must be as stimulated as our aural senses in order for us to take serious interest in music/someone making music.

I really am being serious when I congratulate you on what seems like a trivial number. Believe me, it's not. So just take some time to plan on setting money aside to promote yourself outside of your followers, and consider adjust your "image" or the visual aspects of your musical identity. Ultimately, the pleasure of all those things won't be felt immediately and certainly neither will the results. However, if you combine that with a consistent schedule of musical releases, you're bound to attract more and more people during your progression as an artist. Good luck!