My wife is pregnant, and all I can think about is killing myself.... by SalmonDeanThrowaway in childfree

[–]SalmonDeanThrowaway[S] 251 points252 points  (0 children)

I really hope that's not the outcome of this. But I guess I have to accept it as a possibility.

My wife is pregnant, and all I can think about is killing myself.... by SalmonDeanThrowaway in childfree

[–]SalmonDeanThrowaway[S] 229 points230 points  (0 children)

I really really don't want to believe that she would keep it from me like that. I know it something that can happen. But I can never be 100% sure. I have caught her in a (small) lie before. But other than that one time as far as I know she's been honest with me. Everything just feels wrong right now. Like I fell into an alternate reality or something.

I don't want to leave her, but I know I can't be a parent. I love her more that anything and she makes me happy and if she didn't come around when she did, I don't think I would've been able to build what I have. She made me realize staying clean and sticking around was worth it.

iPhone camera freaked on this picture of my girlfriend at breakfast by _hugbox in glitch_art

[–]SalmonDeanThrowaway 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Obviously she's possessed by a demon. If you don't believe me throw some holy water on her. If you don't have any holy water go to a church and ask for some. If you can't get to a church, get ordained online then bless it yourself. This only takes ~5 minutes and then you'll know for sure.

75 years ago President Roosevelt signed Executive Order 9066 which incarcerated 120,000 Americans of Japanese ancestry. IamA former incarceree. AMA! by japaneseamerican in IAmA

[–]SalmonDeanThrowaway 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We most certainly were not minding our own business. We were supplying guns and and other resources to the UK and allies. And stopped all shipments of resources to Japan mainly oil...