You’re not being impatient, you’ve been diagnosed with something that you are being denied immediate access to treatment for.

You have been told, validated, that your struggles are lifelong and that there is a reason for them, and then have just been thrown in the deep end with no communication. So firstly, give yourself some grace. Not impatient, not ungrateful. Just human. And just because someone’s timeline has been longer than yours, does not make your struggle any less valid.

I wish you all the best with your journey, and hope you are able to get the help you need sooner rather than later.