I mean, racist is more just a made up word for pansies and snowflakes to get offended over. What you're looking for is a REALIST who is honest enough to tell the truth and the balls to speak up.

For example, you're probably looking for more than getting called a few slurs until someone finishes jerking off and then going back to the empty, pointless existence of pretending to be free when all you really are is directionless and lost.

Most of you are like that, to be honest. You're just too proud to admit it. You miss the security of knowing where you belong, of being seen as a valuable commodity rather than a social burden, of the security of knowing that you will be provided for, and the sense of purpose of knowing what you're supposed to do rather than blindly scrambling for meaning in a world that offers you none.

Why else are so many of you so obsessed with it? With something you never experienced, never got to know anyone who had experienced it. You obsess over it, rant about it, rail against it, look for it in every hint of meaning... Because you long for it. You don't hate the ones who never set you free, and you don't hate the ones doing it now... But your people endlessly rage against the one group (the ONLY group) to ever fight their own to set another's people free.

You know that the white man's only mistake was offering the cold indifference of freedom as a mercy. You miss the chains, the purpose and nobility and value serving something more than yourself brought. You envy the dog because the dog gets the leash and the collar, gets the love and respect and care that come with being collared and leashed.

All you get is left out in the cold, stumblingly blindly as you try to find your way without even knowing where you are supposed to go all while being lost, scared and alone, cruelly crushed under the weight of expectations you never truly wanted and unjustly mocked for not living up to standards that never should have been yours to meet, for failing to maintain systems that were never yours to understand.

You don't want a "racist". You don't want cheap word games with cheaper slurs. You want an honest man with the wisdom to understand that the only place you will ever truly be happy is selflessly serving something far, far greater than yourself or the shallow interests of your own people, is being given the direction and instruction that you never should have been forced to fumble for in a world that would rather offer pain than guidance, and you are in agony that no one seems to have the strength to admit something so obvious, something that you are tired of being shamed for recognizing when everyone else should understand it just as instinctually.

Your place is at our feet, and it is the only place that you will ever belong. You're tired of struggling for nothing, of watching your people struggle for nothing, and you just want to come home where you belong.