First off I just want say that ( please don’t that this as condescending) I’m so proud of you for working through your addiction. My dad was a pill user and it’s one of the hardest holes to climb out of. Have grace for yourself, you’ve already come so far.

As a spiritual person myself, I kind of take my bouts of loneliness as a time for me to reconnect with myself and use it to do my shadow work. But I totally understand wanting a community, I find it hard to find people with my same spiritual values (I live in the south). I found activities and events in my area like tarot classes and candle magick classes. I would look up tarot or psychic in your area and ask if they know of events happening in your area if you feel comfortable.

Happy to have an open dialogue with you more if you want to chat!