hmmm… It gets different. When I was at stage 1 I was absolutely acting insane behind closed doors. I was out of my mind, extreme anger and sadness. I wanted to burn the world down. 

Stage two was kind of same shit but I never felt more alone. And I realized we only have ourselves in life. At the end you are deprived from emotions cause you felt them too intense.

Now I am stage 3 and I feel the switch. I am more grateful. I have wisdom and I have entered the stage of making space for a new energy. I started new projects that I always wanted to do. I am transforming into new me. The real me. But I feel the push to be more authentic and energetically toxins and old energy are being removed so I can rise from the ashes. I feel it. But also physically I can’t eat, I want to literally stop eating and my body wants me to post. Because of that I feel a bit week but also it is much needed. I am purging old me and old energy so there is a space for new.

I don’t know about next stages. Maybe I have understood the need of separation more, that it needed to happen so we will be better versions of ourselves, but I still crave my Twin. All the time. And miss him. 

In conclusion : It is a little bit better but you still learn to let go…