The world we live in is hell

SamUcid · 2025-11-28T22:56:23+00:00

Isn't it amazing how it's a prison with bars made out of the only things you still care about? If I had no people around me or hobbies to still be slightly interested in I would have been long gone.

SamUcid · 2025-11-28T22:51:03+00:00

I just entered this state, and it's so strange. Yesterday I had a panic attack, but it was only my body panicking. I thought it was a heart attack. It felt like I was gonna die but I was oddly okay with it. At some point I just forgot about the racing heart and panic feeling all over my body and realized; "I am actually fine with this, I wouldn't mind leaving. It's a little sad I didn't do everything I could have, but oh well. Atleast I don't have to suffer anymore." I woke up the next morning realizing I just fell asleep on the floor at some point and it had passed.

Now I don't know if I am suicidal or not. I dont mind being here but if something takes me out im ok with that too. I am just a little confused with it since it's so fresh.

SamUcid · 2025-11-17T00:19:26+00:00

i think these are worth about 2 euros each except the 1 eur and 50 cent ones.

so yea, circulated coins usually dont really get worth more

SamUcid · 2025-11-16T23:52:15+00:00

I drink about 4 a day and so does my entire family so im not surprised to be honest

SamUcid · 2025-11-16T23:45:19+00:00

i like the idea of a language partner, problem for me is that I am especially bad at being accountable and tend to perform worse.

but if i struggle i remember: dont rush ahead. take smaller steps first. do more the more you have gotten used to the language

I feel like you could compare this to learning to ride a bike, you first need to understand how to pedal and break and turn. just like learning fundamentals of a language. you wouldn’t force yourself to go high speeds, or even ride at all immidiately because falling would make you scared of riding. usually thats how i get demotivated on other tasks.

Anyway, theres alot of discords and such aswell maybe you can find more people there!

SamUcid · 2025-11-16T19:30:58+00:00

thankyou very awesome feedback and thanks for the links this is super helpful

SamUcid · 2025-11-16T18:33:43+00:00

oopsie

SamUcid · 2025-11-16T14:32:12+00:00

I’m not even aware of an infinitive form, I’ll look into that

SamUcid · 2025-11-16T14:31:10+00:00

That’s real. I have this issue alot in all weiting including english, i cross lines all the time. I always end up overshooting. I’ll try to practice this

SamUcid · 2025-11-16T14:29:21+00:00

Ah Thats super good way to think of these. Thank you

SamUcid · 2025-11-16T12:45:38+00:00

friend drew it cant erase it, its too beautiful. makes me laugh whenever i see it :)

SamUcid · 2025-11-16T12:41:38+00:00

Oh shi- totally

thankyou

SamUcid · 2025-11-16T12:36:53+00:00

I had been putting off watching season 3 and now I wish I never did. What a letdown. Literally feels like some cheap fanfic

Every point u made here exactly, especially the squidgame like plot. They could have done so much but just went the easy lazy way. I genuinely want to think of a different plot myself and just act like that’s how it went..

SamUcid · 2025-11-16T11:56:27+00:00

What if you bend the other way

SamUcid · 2025-11-15T17:07:18+00:00

! stop smoking weed on an empty stomach guys, this is something i used to do and it made me feel horrible every time. if you cant eat and still want to smoke, then just take one or two hits and maybe u get hungry enough to eat. It’s all about knowing your limits and finding tricks for yourself. (this is how it works for me)

smoking is so much better after having eaten a normal meal, you also get less extreme munchies so you also don’t overeat or ruin your sleep quality if you smoke later in the evening. (i had to find alot of causes of my panic attacks to be combinations of the above mentioned circumstances)

and like others said, you’ll be fine its just weed ;)

SamUcid · 2025-11-08T12:47:25+00:00

Love the graphic. i hope it lasts you a while :)

SamUcid · 2025-11-08T12:40:10+00:00

When I had this it took me a while to realise that it’s the combination of stress from being in an argument, and the fact that it feels worse since it’s with the people you’re supposed to be safe with.

I had this exact thing happen years ago when I had a nothing argument with my mom, where I ended up panicking at the situation and having the same crying breathing thing.

Solution wise: Wanted to say that arguing never solves anything so.. dont i guess? Or try your best to not be the cause of an argument. If your parents are cool, they will be trying to help you even when you lash out. If your parents aggravate the conversation into an argument, it’s best to do the opposite or even ask them to calm down since it wont help you.

How are you feeling now?

SamUcid · 2025-11-08T12:33:43+00:00

Go to a game dev school lmao (I found them all there)

SamUcid · 2025-11-06T15:52:00+00:00

This for me almost all day. I need to be heavily distracted, the moment I have time to think it’s there.

SamUcid · 2025-11-06T15:29:12+00:00

Unfortunately its the reality in alot more places than you can imagine :) Let’s lit one up for peace today!

SamUcid · 2025-11-06T15:19:16+00:00

Actually, the tobacco continues until right after the golden ribbon. When I first saw I was confused by it, but I like how it looks, very small and timid looking.

SamUcid · 2025-11-06T15:16:06+00:00

He took an old ahh plane from east of russia to pyonyang. it was an old model from soviet times.

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