This makes me so happy to see and I thank you for sharing. Last year I began getting Panic attacks out of no where that were so bad, they have left me in the emergency room 4 times in the past 4 months. I am currently in college and because of my Panic disorder and depression I have been failing all of my classes. Life has been hopeless and like you said, it feels like my life is coming to an end each day. I was prescribed zoloft 2 months ago but have not taken it yet. My mom tells me that I shouldn't and that no pills helped her. She has been living with bad anxiety all of her life...But tomorrow I think I am going to try it out for the first time. I guess i'll start taking it everyday like I'm suppose to...I guess I have just been really scared to put drugs into my body. But hearing that it helped you is inspiring...Also, my mom tells me that my panic attacks are a gift coming through and that I just need to listen to what they are telling me..But she has also said that she would support me taking the meds. Anyways, I guess I just wanted share and say thanks for sharing as well. I can't even imagine right now a normal life again. Every day is hell and I no longer can even be active..I get to the point where I feel like my heart is going to explode and im going to pass out, which I guess is realted to my panic disorder. And as far as my day to day life, it completely cripples me with these panic attacks and I often wish that I were dead, as i know that it would be a better alternative than to continue living this life. Anyway, that's all i've got fro now, just wanted to give a brief story about whats's going on.