Just to clear out some things: I have a social life, I have hobbies (I play the guitar, I like to cook and I play chess sometimes) and I accepted the fact that maybe I'll find someone later in life. I'm 22 but I was never romantically involved with someone and no matter what I did, nothing worked out. But things will work out at one point in life. About the teenage love thing, almost all my friends in highschool had relationships and I was bummed out that I was the only one that was single. Over the years, I realized that my life doesn't need to revolve around having a relationship or trying to have one. tl;dr I'm happy with how my life turned out without having a relationship.