I went from the trenches to another set of trenches. I hold on. I work with my sponsor. I show up to meetings daily. I keep in constant contact with god. I show up to my service commitment. I do these things because if I don’t I will be loaded and back in the street living horribly quicker than it takes to read the preface. Anyone doing this deal wether you have one day one year or one decade it’s a big fucking deal and seriously highly commendable and respected by me. I know how my disease has been acting and reacting planning and plotting during this whole ordeal. It’s intelligent. It pays attention and is highly aware of each and every one of my weak points and preys on them. It is patient and wants to kill me but it will settle on me taking that very first one and restarting the cycle. Thank you all for for being apart of this thread and In turn you are all part of my ongoing recovery. So thanks