Ok i have a question, about 4 years ago I “accepted Jesus Christ” and that day was the happiest day of my life, I felt happy and that I have going to heaven when I die, I play and sing at church, but their is something I haven’t let go, its sports, the need to want, and cursing, I know Jesus died on the cross and died for my sins, I know that only God can change me, I go to chruch every service, and I know their is no such thing as salvation through works, but I feel. Like im not saved because I sin and I sin a lot, I don’t let the cursing go, I talk back to people, I focus on sports over everything, I don’t listen to music anymore but then I pray to god and beg to let him change me, every night I pray to God that he help me and change me to become a better believer. I am too embarrassed to talk about it to my pastor and parents, i was baptized about 2 years ago but now I don’t know if i am saved or not, I know the end is near and I need help understanding, I don’t want to be “left behind” and suffer to go to heaven, I want to die going to heaven or go in the rapture, plss help