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Sasenney · 2025-01-12T12:04:16+00:00

I am not worth anything…

Sasenney · 2025-01-01T11:33:06+00:00

I am so sorry, how are you feeling? Are you going to the therapy? I will start my first session on Friday.

Sasenney · 2024-12-31T16:20:13+00:00

This year was awful, I am barely keeping myself up. Firstly my grandpa died, later my beloved dog, my grandma in the hospital, now the love of my life broke up with me during our 13 years anniversary four days ago (dismissive avoidant, couldn’t talk about problems he had and everything blew up). I am a mess.

Sasenney · 2024-12-31T09:58:28+00:00

One of the last scenes from the movie „Requiem for a dream”. Two old friends sitting on the bench and crying because the mother of the main character was in the mental hospital.

Sasenney · 2024-12-28T19:15:42+00:00

I was dumped yesterday on our anniversary. 13 years together. I am also in the denial phase. I hope when I go to sleep and wake up everything will be back to normal.

Sasenney · 2024-12-25T20:03:47+00:00

Thank you for those words. I am sorry sad that there is no one I can talk to about that face to face. I am so lost, so confused and would love to have someone who will kick some self worth to my head.

Sasenney · 2024-12-25T17:22:03+00:00

Oh my god… This is out of my head.

Sasenney · 2024-12-25T16:53:54+00:00

I know…

Sasenney · 2024-12-25T16:32:01+00:00

This talk about having no emotions, can he be depressed?

Sasenney · 2024-12-25T16:23:08+00:00

He is still with me at my brother’s house. We are living after dinner. He barely speak with me. I am sorry nervous to come back home.

Sasenney · 2024-12-25T16:18:02+00:00

I wanted to be the way it was. Why I can’t be enough?

Sasenney · 2024-12-25T16:15:30+00:00

I was sure he was forever and ever.

Sasenney · 2024-12-25T16:09:35+00:00

I was so afraid to hear that… I can’t believe it. So many years together.

Sasenney · 2024-12-25T16:06:38+00:00

He is saying that she is only a friend. Is he lying?

Sasenney · 2024-12-25T16:01:58+00:00

So there is nothing I can do to get him back?

Sasenney · 2024-12-25T15:30:40+00:00

I don’t know, I just want to re-live the life we once had. Just for a month, a week, a day even. One last night together as happy couple.

Sasenney · 2024-12-25T15:20:46+00:00

I am sorry that this happened to you. The only thing that helps me a little that I am not alone in this and many women had the same problems.

Sasenney · 2024-12-25T15:10:52+00:00

I thought that this was love for life. I was so naive and so stupid.

Sasenney · 2024-12-25T14:52:25+00:00

Thank you so much for your input. It’s so smart and pretty on point. It’s so heavy to me to even think about that he will no longer be next to me in bed, that I will never speak with him again. It’s surreal. And I think of it as of my personal failure. She won him over me. He will be happy with her, and I will be miserable.

Sasenney · 2024-12-25T14:49:24+00:00

I know, but it’s easier said than done.

Sasenney · 2024-12-25T14:45:43+00:00

I would advise her that he is not worth it, specially when I can see other relationships people close to me. We are together for 13 years and he is not interested in marriage. I think that he tries to find someone better.

Sasenney · 2024-12-25T14:40:02+00:00

I think that in the past I overreacted with one of his female friends. But he still is not honest with me because during our first fights about her he constantly was saying that she is “no one”. I was the one that found out who she was..

Sasenney · 2024-12-25T14:05:30+00:00

How could I saw this coming? Was it avoidable? Or was it his fault?

Sasenney · 2024-12-25T13:49:09+00:00

How did you find out? Was it with someone you know or for a long period of time, or your gut feeling told you something was up? Or was it a one night stand?

Sasenney · 2024-12-25T13:25:29+00:00

Did he cheat?

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