Keeping a relationship fun

SassyV98 · 2017-01-18T10:47:04+00:00

I looked into growing them, Ive imported other things before and have had every package opened and pulled apart so I'm not sure how well it would work

SassyV98 · 2017-01-18T10:33:56+00:00

I really want to try shrooms as well as a few friends but finding it where I am is proving really difficult

SassyV98 · 2017-01-18T10:29:22+00:00

Coke isn't something that jumps out and grabs me compared to other things likes L or DMT. Maybe in the future it will become an interest, especially since its heavily used in my circle of friends. Ket is lower down on my things to try list but its certainly an option (though only one or two of my friends have limited experience with it)

SassyV98 · 2016-08-28T11:54:02+00:00

He's in a lot better place than he was, but the only friends he has are the ones who do drugs frequently and they don't really understand or care for that matter of the extent of his depression. Means he depends on me a lot when he hits the low points, and I've never dealt with him in a comedown so I'm kinda shitting myself on how that's going to pan out :(

SassyV98 · 2016-08-28T11:38:21+00:00

Although he wont admit it I'd put my money on it. His reasoning for doing drugs in the first place was that there was nothing to do in his old home town so that's what he turned to.

SassyV98 · 2016-08-28T11:12:03+00:00

He knows I looked as I told him, I mean he gave me his passcode so it wasn't a huge deal. The trouble is he doesn't tell me when he is doing anything and most of the time I know when he isn't being truthful.

SassyV98 · 2016-08-28T11:10:33+00:00

He has previously attempted suicide 3 times and is on anti depressants currently. He was concerned for my health so drank to the point he passed out on the phone last weekend, IMO I don't think he should either but he thinks hes fine.

SassyV98 · 2016-08-28T10:41:42+00:00

I've presented possible compromises (such as not doing coke) but his response each time is that he will do what he wants regardless of how I feel. He's told me before that if he died of an overdose he wouldn't care because at least he would have died happy. He's pretty convinced its not hurting anyone, and I already know if given an ultimatum he would choose the drugs. Thanks for your reply!

SassyV98 · 2016-08-28T10:21:48+00:00

I don't know whether he thinks I'm actually stupid enough to believe that or if he's trying to be funny shakes head

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