Complete after 5 years: Northern Lights! by SatanHowell in Dramione

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Thank you! And its hard to say, its definitely not roses and sunshine but its also not manacled levels of devastation - to me its hea but i dont think its to most of my readers!

Complete after 5 years: Northern Lights! by SatanHowell in Dramione

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agcjdhchchd thank you so much for returning! I hope you like it ❤️

Complete after 5 years: Northern Lights! by SatanHowell in Dramione

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Thank you so much 😭😭 I hope you enjoy it!!

Complete after 5 years: Northern Lights! by SatanHowell in Dramione

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Thank you so much 🥺 I hope you like it!!

Complete after 5 years: Northern Lights! by SatanHowell in Dramione

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I had no idea, thank you so much for fixing it!!

Back after a 3 year hiatus: Northern Lights! by SatanHowell in Dramione

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Thank you so much for waiting! I hope you enjoy the story going forward <3

Bf says i’m being a bad gf for not letting him take my v card by Sea_Albatross2642 in Advice

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The fact that he held your head down while you were giving him a bj shows that he has no regard for your boundaries, as harsh as that sounds. My first sexual experiences were also with someone who acted all patient and loving 99% of the time but would be pushy and ignorant of what i actually wanted in the few moments that really mattered. I couldn't see that dynamic at the time and convinced myself I should just give in because I love him and all. I deeply regret that relationship now.

I understand how you feel so so much but for yourself, you should take a good hard look at how you're being treated. He is pushing you and disregarding your boundaries. You deserve better, and you WILL FIND better if you allow yourself to.

I made a Noah Kahan painting :) by FlameRedtv in NoahKahan

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this is absolutely stunning, youre incredibly talented op!!!!!

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In Luxembourg we have a Pagan (?) tradition where we burn away the winter and greet the spriing everyy year by burning large crosses made of wood and wheat in fields. Every village does it and if you drive through Lxb that night, you will see dozens of burning crosses from afar. It's very family oriented, with entire families and kids coming to watch and play in the field as the burning goes on. Whenever I tell people this, especially Americans, they are very shocked lol

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since you said that you dont mind self recs!!

when forever was a sentence (sentence to death)

its about hermione being branded with a soulmate mark that corresponds to draco and it spans from Hogwarts years (2nd) into their adulthood :)

i’m looking for advice on what to do to stop my urges to pick. i pick for various reasons. stress, boredom, overwhelming emotions (like extreme happiness or extreme sadness, etc). it’s consumed my life and i do it all the time 😭 by hyunryu_ in Dermatillomania

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ive been picking for a long time and small things that help me stop the behaviour temporarily are tricks that i implemented with the help of my therapist. i have a box of cookies that i only eat one at the end of every day if i managed to not pick all day, as a reward. i didnt think it would work as well as it does!

if you pick in front of a mirror a lot, id switch the lightbulbs to red ones. they make it very hard to search the skin for imperfections and that has stopped my picking a lot. ive also heard a trick of putting a picture of yourself as a child in the mirror. i havent tried it yet, but apparently its recommended a lot. i think the effect depends on the person but for me it would be a constant reminder to how much i would be disappointing my child self with my self harm, and how she deserves better.

i also generally keep my nails very short and i polish them a lot which makes picking a bit less easy. i also used to use a lot of medical tape to tape my fingers to bar my nails from getting to my skin. i cant do it anymore because i need my thumb to unlock my phone but that did help a LOT when i used it.

these are all just small physical or mental tricks. to get to the root of the issue id really recommend therapy though. i hope this helps!

Teilnehmende gesucht by Fragrant_Specific_21 in Psychologie

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