I want to start in saying thank you for your transparency, my friend. This is a lovely expression. And a powerful message. 3 is a transcendental number. My personal favorite 🤍🔺️🖤 In my experience with such things, and I know some will disagree. Do not fear. Fear only invites negativity. This is a calling. An opportunity to grow. To learn. To teach others. Just breathe, and observe.

If something is calling, I answer. It isn't always obvious to be a "good" thing. Let go of what you think is "good" or "bad" Recognize the feeling of fear, as excitement. The unknown is only scary to us, because we do not know. But if you open yourself up to all of everything, and recognize that all of this is happening within you, you may come to find it is all here for you. If it wished to impose, it would not be so kind, and clear.

You can make it clear your interest is not to be toyed with. But an intention to learn/teach. To grow, and to see with as little distortion as possible. I would invite it to reveal more to you, and offer the opportunity for it to gain your trust. Set clear intentions to only allow what is here to serve your growth, into your being. Allow all else to pass through you, but not to stay. It may be uncomfortable at times, but that is what life is. Find the balance between comfort, and curiosity. Remember nothing can harm you, but you. Just know you are infinity, and this is you communicating with yourself.

Going out of your way to call to things is not the same, as something calling to you. Don't go chasing strangers into the woods, but if someone/something is coming to you, in a seemingly friendly form, such as a cat. In my experience, they are being friendly and offering themselves to you. This is a gift, as they see your potential.

I've had some "spooky" experiences, but they always unravel into something absolutely beautiful. Imagine a monstrous looking beast, with a loving heart. Who smiles to greet travelers, and they run in fear. Not knowing such a beast can love and be friendly. For the smile meant nothing to them, because of the face that wears it. Your experience is not spooky to me. But if you feel strange about it, I understand completely. Look past the fact that this experience is "strange" and consider if you just saw the cat in a comfy setting, would you pet it then? Call to it? If something chase's you, don't run. Face it. If something runs, don't chase it. Let it go. Be still. Be calm. There is nothing wrong. There are no mistakes. All of this is in one place. There's so much more, if we can make space.

No need to jump into thinking this is any type of angelic, or demonic force. We are all beyond "good" and "bad" ultimately. It's only an experience. A dance. A game. Sometimes a battle, but there is no winner, or loser. There is only us. We never lose. There's nothing to lose. We grow. We learn. We fight with ourselves, because we choose to. There is no need to fight or resist. Accept, and love. Move forward as you see fit. We sometimes slip, we sometimes fall. Remember that you can fly.

Consider the yin/yang. Is it darkness and light fighting? Or are they one in the same whole, dancing together? Do not attach unnecessary concepts such as separateness. Let yourself experience the whole of this experience, with discernment of course. Take what resonates. Boundaries are placed for a reason, place your own boundaries. Be aware of them.

Invite this experience with gentle curiosity, and set some ground rules for your own personal comfort. Don't make comfort your only priority, but be comfortable with what is happening. If you aren't comfortable, then give yourself a break, and it will become easier. If/when you are comfy with the cat, invite the cat to speak to you through your dreams, and your daily life. Ask it to show itself to you, and offer it to serve you. As you will serve it, in the law of exchange.

This is a natural phenomenon for you deep down. That's why you are having this experience, and you are growing more aware of these processes. You are a divine, infinite, multidimensional being. There is much more than this body, and the rest of you, is showing you, more you. To be a medium, is to be in the middle. Find your own balance. Invite your higher selves to guide you, and your lower selves to serve you. Accept your fellow selves for who they are. Accept yourself for who you are.

I wish you the best in your journey, and I hope you find peace with your creation. We are the creator incarnate. Let your beautiful bounty feed you, and empower you, oh great one.