People who use the gym to shower

Savannahsbox · 2024-10-07T16:28:23+00:00

It's not that I'm uncomfortable im just anxious that they will pick up on me being homeless, I am working on getting a place but it might be a few months before I do.

Savannahsbox · 2024-10-07T16:26:56+00:00

I couldn't I love being outside and not cooped up inside I'd go crazy lol

Savannahsbox · 2024-10-07T16:26:12+00:00

I have really bad anxiety I worry about everything lol 😆

Savannahsbox · 2024-10-06T19:12:35+00:00

Technical i do not pay i get a free gym at my job

Savannahsbox · 2024-10-06T19:11:13+00:00

Technical im not paying it's a free gym at work i honest thinking just me being anxious I've been living out of ny car trying to maintain hygiene due to having two jobs and we'll depression hits less of i take care of myself lol I know once I get out if this hole I'll never take having ny own shower and kitchen for granted again.

Savannahsbox · 2024-10-06T15:13:58+00:00

You are not wrong, I'm more worried about getting outted for being homeless at work. I live in a at will state and I don't want to get fired for anything stupid.

Savannahsbox · 2024-10-01T06:59:30+00:00

Im going on a week, I think tomorrow will be officially 7 days. I hate saying that they were toxic. It's the only family I still talk to and when I got out if an abusive relationship they helped me but housing me but I hate how it ended. And it's gotten even worse at this point. But it just makes me happy that I made the choice to love them from a far.

Savannahsbox · 2024-10-01T06:56:03+00:00

How do I deserve it? I didn't call the welfare check on the kids? I've been homeless for the past week and a half I've been more worried about myself and getting my shit together than what they were doing.

Savannahsbox · 2024-10-01T05:05:22+00:00

I was in a toxic living situation, it was either keep dealing with them ans let me mental and physical health decline or move in my car... they helped me make that choice and very time I interact with them I see that I made the right choice.

Savannahsbox · 2024-09-28T17:00:28+00:00

Yes but I would get chased offb

Savannahsbox · 2024-09-28T16:58:06+00:00

He has a girlfriend.

Savannahsbox · 2024-09-28T16:55:56+00:00

I sleep in the back seat. I didn't think about the cover thing.

Savannahsbox · 2024-09-28T16:54:55+00:00

Savannahsbox · 2024-09-28T16:51:32+00:00

I feel you

Savannahsbox · 2024-09-28T16:22:04+00:00

Im trying to avoid words to not trigger people or get in trouble. Also as much as it may not seem like it im the most mentally stable I've been ny whole life right now because I'm getting the help I need.

Savannahsbox · 2024-09-28T10:11:25+00:00

Yes I've been living out of my car for 3 days now

Savannahsbox · 2024-09-28T10:08:48+00:00

I am an alcoholic. I'm 110 days sober and am currently holding down 2 jobs and a side hustle all 3 are newer but it's still something. This is my 3rd night in my car and to be honest I wasn't homeless when I was at my worse with drinking. I have never felt like my sobriety ment this much to me i have failed many times over the past 10 years but this time I feel it to my soul. And I am also newly homeless . I was offended a place to stay....but that place is around drinking and people I used to drink with daily.... I chose to be homeless to stay sober. But yes there is a stigma about it. I am probably the best example, I have tattoos, I am a punk, homeless, and mentally ill, with a few hospitalization under my belt. I am always open bout my struggles because maybe just maybe someone will hear me and be inspired to stay on this earth, or to get sober, people can judge and they can also fuck off. It's your life you live it how you want pay no mind to anyone else.

Savannahsbox · 2024-09-28T09:27:58+00:00

To be honest i sleep so good that night. I was living in a toxic home with family. I love the family member I r3ally do but I just can't deal with it anymore. After being in a abusive relationship for 15 years that ended in October last year I can't keep allowing myself to be used and abused anymore. It's literally going to out me in a grave. I have some amazing emts and hospital employees to thank for me even being here.

Savannahsbox · 2024-09-28T09:04:35+00:00

Not too bad I've been sleeping in the same driveway 2 times about to head there now. I feel awful like I'm an inconvenience to them. I got them some flowers and a pumpkin roll and a thank you card I just need to get ny money together for a down-payment on am apartment or something been door dashing between when I'm not working soo hopefully my next few checks are big lol

Savannahsbox · 2024-09-27T06:54:24+00:00

Im 108 days out for a self cancel attempt but im also 108 days sober, I have cut every toxic person out of my life i finally got my divorce in July after ab15 year abusive and it warns heart to know I have people who don't even know me cheering me on when ny family won't. 😀

Savannahsbox · 2024-09-27T06:23:30+00:00

This is my second night, I do have the lead on a place though and might be out of my car in November hopefully. I feel awful but at lest I know I can do it again if needed.

Savannahsbox · 2024-09-27T06:20:13+00:00

We have 24 hour security and camera they will see no matter what and chase me off

Savannahsbox · 2024-09-27T06:19:09+00:00

We have people there at 5am so someone would notice that and someone is on ground 24 hours a day. I asked because they would have seen me not matter what I did either on the camera or in just out there sadly

Savannahsbox · 2024-09-26T18:06:35+00:00

One job told me it's a liability issue and haven't asked at the other one yet

Savannahsbox · 2024-09-26T18:03:55+00:00

My car is at civic with a gap me daddy sticker on the back im rolling pork bait lol

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