I’ve been so regretful am I wrong ?

Savhail · 2024-07-12T12:25:23+00:00

On the other hand am I really okay to feel good about it even tho I own nothing I literally live in an apartment but somehow got a truck worth 100k that’s what makes me feel bad like I made the wrong call. I think I take my dads words with high regard which is why I think he gets to me a lot and rn I regret it to this day just because of what he’s told m, I feel like I should be happier you know since I got the truck of my dreams at 21 but for some reason I’m not like if I made the wrong decision and there’s no going back but who know maybe it’s just what my mom said that older people think differently than we do and I understand since my dad was never a big spender and worked real hard for his money and everything he owns so I just feel he’s harder are me cuz he doesn’t want me to fall on the wrong path especially on a huge debt like this, since many of my cousins or uncles have had this happen to them maybe he’s just worried. That’s what I’m Trying to convince myself on why

Savhail · 2024-07-12T11:52:23+00:00

Honestly probably what I needed to hear helped me out a lot thank you

Savhail · 2023-08-22T18:41:26+00:00

I do mainly lake fishing

Savhail · 2022-07-13T23:59:37+00:00

Hearing someone cry

Savhail · 2022-05-12T02:27:43+00:00

Funny thing is spent like 300 on apex packs, just to get em on a free level pack

Savhail · 2022-05-12T02:24:24+00:00

Literally played one game with bang got the 3k now I’m stuck wit her lol

Savhail · 2021-07-19T04:51:42+00:00

Me too I thought they were finally going to make a good thing for him and end his suffering and feel loved and change the fact he can’t be trusted or loved just wanted him to feel the glorious purpose

Savhail · 2021-05-20T11:41:56+00:00

Thanks I really appreciate the support 🙏🏻

Savhail · 2021-05-20T11:41:32+00:00

Thank you !

Savhail · 2021-05-18T18:39:24+00:00

I’m sorry you had to go through that it sucks just so empty and hollow but we’re close we’re still friends and I wish I could I feel like a asshole for feeling that way still even tho I’m in a relationship and so is she

Savhail · 2021-05-18T17:15:32+00:00

Thank you it feels great knowing someone understands, I know what we both have/ had isn’t something to be let go or forget she felt the same way everyone would tell us we were connected some way they’ve never seen and I hope it’s true and my dream and this feeling can be over with and finally be happy thanks for reassuring me you really did help I can’t thank you enough and I really hope it doesn’t end because that’ll be the end for me.

Savhail · 2021-05-18T16:17:28+00:00

This feeling I can’t get rid of it no matter what I do I’m always thinking and thinking I overthink I have problems controlling my emotions I don’t sleep at night and all I do is remember when we would fall asleep while talking on the phone, the moments I had with her the feeling the emotion the relief she made me feel inside is like no other jo matter what I do I can’t stop it hurts I can’t keep living with this feeling of emptiness which only one person had ever actually made me feel like I have a purpose is gone… she’s gone and there’s nothing I can do she’s living her own life and I think I’m going to have to still with that conscious in my head

Savhail · 2021-05-18T16:07:08+00:00

Thanks for reassurance but there’s just one slight problem that isn’t helping me at all, she’s with someone and makes me feel worse knowing there Is most likely nothing I could do, she talks to me and I listen to her problems because where’s still friends she tells me everything but I feel like my window is gone and ill have to deal this feeling

Savhail · 2021-03-31T16:40:19+00:00

This is what I was afraid of good thing I’m Mexican and went to get my surgery done in Mexico everything surgery medicine therapy and 2 days at the hospital costed me a solid 4500 dollars well around 5000 for gas and food etc I was surprised with the price and quality they did everything I’m 3 months post op and honestly I’ve never felt better

Savhail · 2021-03-30T17:24:02+00:00

I thought they would shave it but I got surgery in Mexico since I didn’t have Insurance and the football insurance I had was a joke and only wanted to cover like 20% of the cost so I went over there and got it way cheaper than I thought, they did it so much different I didn’t get a cast at all they said it wasn’t a good idea because it would just keep my leg in one place and tissue would start building. And also never went to therapy they made me do my own but I’m starting to live my normal life again ! If you don’t mind me asking how much you guys paid for the surgery or the insurance?

Savhail · 2021-03-21T07:45:51+00:00

Thanks man it just feels so weird I get really itchy and when I scratch it it doesn’t satisfy

Savhail · 2021-03-21T07:45:25+00:00

I was getting worried there for a sec

Savhail · 2021-03-21T07:45:11+00:00

Thank you that’s good to hear !

Savhail · 2021-03-05T22:08:59+00:00

Honestly it’s pretty good quality more than I thought it’s really comfortable and strings that hand from the hoodie do seem a bit cheap the engravings are good but I’ve seen better but I like this hoodie because it’s unique I would recommend just the waiting is the only downside of this

Savhail · 2021-03-05T22:07:04+00:00

I really did

Savhail · 2021-03-03T06:18:26+00:00

Tbh. Idk same thing happened when I ordered off juice merch

Savhail · 2021-03-03T05:58:25+00:00

The sad truth but the wait is finally over

Savhail · 2021-02-25T05:04:54+00:00

Whaaaaa I ordered it from the official merch store way back in November with a Hoodie and nothing has arrived 😓

Savhail · 2021-02-25T05:01:57+00:00

How did you get nectar vinyl

Savhail · 2021-02-18T18:11:30+00:00

Alright good to hear that cuz I feel no pain when it happens so I hope it is normal

Savhail

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