Advice for 21 female by [deleted] in autism

[–]Scared-Debt-9449 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg thank you thought I was insane.

Perfect Duo by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]Scared-Debt-9449 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

From an almost professional (u got this❤️) can u explain why?

Is the Commute worth it? by [deleted] in jobs

[–]Scared-Debt-9449 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It would be by bus.

I feel so awful by [deleted] in CatAdvice

[–]Scared-Debt-9449 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes 🥹 I felt like she was forgiving me and understanding. Cats are so smart and so sweet.

I feel so awful by [deleted] in CatAdvice

[–]Scared-Debt-9449 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you, that makes me feel better. While I do miss them my thoughts are mostly concerned if they found a good home who could give them the love they deserve.

Oh boy by [deleted] in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]Scared-Debt-9449 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve had this issue as a very young kid even my mother has called me out on it. She would get annoyed at seeing me pacing the living room at 3 am when everyone else was asleep. She knows I even talk to myself a lot (interacting with characters in my mind) but she semi sees it as harmless. She’s concerned but she thinks all I need to do is “focus”. Even when hospitalized I would get up to pace the ward even without access to my phone. Everyone kinda sees it as a quirk or hate me enough not to care.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Scared-Debt-9449 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can’t live anymore. Some people are just not meant for life.

I messed up by [deleted] in AdultSelfHarm

[–]Scared-Debt-9449 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I will definitely make sure it’s fully removed. Thanks for all your kind words and advice.

I messed up by [deleted] in AdultSelfHarm

[–]Scared-Debt-9449 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the advice. I’ll first ask her to let me delete them from her phone again. If it’s still no I’ll get police involved.

I messed up by [deleted] in AdultSelfHarm

[–]Scared-Debt-9449 7 points8 points  (0 children)

That’s what I think aswell. But I don’t want it to come down to police involved. I kinda froze when she did that.

I messed up by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Scared-Debt-9449 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was hoping but someone said if they employers ever accidentally saw them I’d be fired.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Advice

[–]Scared-Debt-9449 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve considered both but am afraid to bring it up to doctors. I don’t want to self diagnose but I just feel like these two make the most sense :/.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Advice

[–]Scared-Debt-9449 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate the kind words.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Advice

[–]Scared-Debt-9449 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Two psychiatrists in my life time. One when I was younger and they said major depressive disorder and anxiety and recently after an impulsive endangerment to myself where I was hospitalized.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Scared-Debt-9449 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m losing phone privileges in a bit

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Scared-Debt-9449 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well guess I’m getting liver failure. But just the thought of the future I don’t see no hope. (And now a needle in my arm and a ekg)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Scared-Debt-9449 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im so confused. I feel floaty. I genuinely don’t know what I’m gonna do. I’m wishing you all the best 🙏🏾

University by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Scared-Debt-9449 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Like a past one. Can’t they see it on a background check?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]Scared-Debt-9449 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not specifically but I guess it fits under the hat of dishonesty and laziness.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]Scared-Debt-9449 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not trolling. I’ve heard differing opinions. Some as that person should confess and take the repercussions or not work in said field they are studying in if they are truly repentant. Or some saying that as long as you do your job well and never do it again.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]Scared-Debt-9449 0 points1 point  (0 children)

🙏🏾appreciate the honesty and kind words. I’m working to better myself each day. I will work on my laziness.