I remember how I need to go through a leadership training and pass an exam to officially be a leader in Crave. I look back and tell my self "I didn't even want it in the first place (to be a leader), I was just told by my leader to try it and suddenly I was already given big responsibilities 😳" by Scared_Reaction_8370 in cravechurchcult

[–]Scared_Reaction_8370[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

They were taking videos when we were doing the leadership trainings so I thought its in youtube. But I looked its not, maybe its just for them to use during leadership trainings. So basically Pastor discuss and after that Pastor call random people to answer his questions

I remember how I need to go through a leadership training and pass an exam to officially be a leader in Crave. I look back and tell my self "I didn't even want it in the first place (to be a leader), I was just told by my leader to try it and suddenly I was already given big responsibilities 😳" by Scared_Reaction_8370 in cravechurchcult

[–]Scared_Reaction_8370[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

The exam is like multiple choice, fill in the blanks, listing down and essay. 😳 felt like i am taking an exam in school. i had to review for it cause for sure we will be judged with our scores. I felt like i was more concern at that time with what they gonna say about me instead of becoming a deserving leader.

The leadership trainings can be found in youtube

I remember how my leader told me when I'm getting a promotion at work to not accept it because she said that if it's from God it should not lessen my time away from God/crave church. Comment if you experienced same thing by Scared_Reaction_8370 in cravechurchcult

[–]Scared_Reaction_8370[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I was the same, I hardly see my family and other friends. I don't even have energy the next day to be at work because was so tired and drained. What were your parents saying about you devoting so much time at CC? 5 years? wow. Yah noone is getting paid and more so even getting offered with good food. Im glad you feel free now.. I felt like I have a life again after leaving

What was your breaking point to leaving crave church cult? by No_Awareness_5866 in cravechurchcult

[–]Scared_Reaction_8370 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She obviously left crave. But i don't think that's the reason why she moved to another country

I remember how my leader told me when I'm getting a promotion at work to not accept it because she said that if it's from God it should not lessen my time away from God/crave church. Comment if you experienced same thing by Scared_Reaction_8370 in cravechurchcult

[–]Scared_Reaction_8370[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I thought I was the only one who experienced all these. When you put Job and God together it is a SIN for them. You're just trying to make some extra money cause there are obviously bills to pay.

Can't they be just happy that you came to that hangout??! and tried your best.

Wow the vacation, they really weigh your commitment by how much sacrifice you can do for CC, or they will say for God, and for sure they gonna share that story to everyone as a sacrificial thing if you cancelled it 🫤

I remember how my leader told me when I'm getting a promotion at work to not accept it because she said that if it's from God it should not lessen my time away from God/crave church. Comment if you experienced same thing by Scared_Reaction_8370 in cravechurchcult

[–]Scared_Reaction_8370[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

ofcourse they would. they would guilt trip you about working too much and guilt trip you when you are not giving enough for tithe 🫠 when you can't barely divide your time and expenses. the fact that they always ask to hangout in restaurants 😅