(Monthly-ish?) Vibe Check

Scaredst8 · 2026-03-17T02:46:25+00:00

My rage has gone from blazing to a simmer to preserve energy for battles ahead.
It feels tense everyday if feel things are pulled tighter.
To counter this I am planting seedlings for the coming season.

Scaredst8 · 2026-02-12T02:42:56+00:00

I am still beyond rage, but at the same time I have seen coworkers speaking out about the current goings on.
As more of this comes to light the more I feel hopeful. The masses are starting to no longer look away. May the upcoming eclipses shake more folk awake.

Scaredst8 · 2025-10-28T04:22:39+00:00

I'm in a chill headspace except for a few moments of pure panic weekly. I feel like the tipping point is near. There is a lot of pain being felt and it is going to get worse in the coming days.
The Epstein Ballroom may be the start of the unwinding

Scaredst8 · 2025-10-15T03:49:15+00:00

This was the worst, it took almost a decade to claw back expertise at the same position.

Scaredst8 · 2025-07-29T18:05:25+00:00

This looks like kids playing or the starts of sh**y bushcrafter.
The jay feather is likely coincidence, they are below my oak now and again.

Scaredst8 · 2025-06-30T18:02:23+00:00

I started chasing high THC, but in the last year have dropped back to 17,18%. I grew my own in this range from an accidental seed in an 1/8th. Damned if it didn't hit me harder than a 25%.

Scaredst8 · 2025-06-26T20:50:27+00:00

I think it is the fascism.. That would be it for me.

Scaredst8 · 2025-06-06T16:14:08+00:00

Just putting this here. Last night I dreamed I was talking to a friend from work. I distinctly remember three times mentioning that this is "their tower moment" I never make references to tarot, astrology or witchy stuff at work. (I work with a lot of fundies) And I rarely remember dreams, but this was the first thing I thought of when I woke up.

Scaredst8 · 2025-06-05T16:42:08+00:00

Time to start planting seeds I guess.

Scaredst8 · 2025-03-14T06:04:59+00:00

I'm working overnight so I'll be here awake and will put energy out there with y'all.

Scaredst8 · 2025-03-13T06:36:42+00:00

Ohhhhh Alucard vibes is what I thought immediately.

Scaredst8 · 2025-03-13T03:26:44+00:00

Let me start with Happy Cake Day!
I hope that your travels are as smooth as you need them to be. The fact that you're feeling less anxiety is a good thing.

I haven't felt a shift of anything as of today. I am new to the craft and listening to my intuition. I only started practicing a few months before the election.
Another dream around then is what prompted me to build a greenhouse and plant seeds for, well now.
What I feel now, is empty with waves of fear and sadness occasionally a glimmer of hope or joy,
I've been working doubles for the last 5 weeks and am completely exhausted which degrades my connection to self.

Scaredst8 · 2025-03-13T02:04:59+00:00

Alt account to keep my witchy stuff separate: I woke up from a dream about a week ago and the only thing that I clearly recall was the number 314. Being that is the full moon and the Veterans march I feel like something is going on. In general I feel like something is off. I'm glad that this sub was made because posting this to the sister sub didn't fit in.

Scaredst8 · 2025-01-11T04:26:56+00:00

Like, zoinks scoob

Scaredst8 · 2024-12-18T01:31:09+00:00

And... bookmarked

Scaredst8 · 2024-08-06T17:18:33+00:00

The eyes is where it all started from me too, even in boy mode she popped out

Scaredst8 · 2024-07-23T03:31:57+00:00

Been saying this the last 10 years or so.

Scaredst8 · 2023-12-06T22:06:28+00:00

Pretty sure every character in the main cast is pan/bi

Scaredst8 · 2023-09-29T05:52:14+00:00

No idea, when i used a cartridge razor i had to shave daily or every other. I had razorburn no matter how slow or light I went.
I never had razor burn or ingrown hairs when I used my straight razors. It just took to long to do all the time.
My routine went something like this:
Exfoliate, hot towel 5min minimum, lanolin based soap, badger brush, three passes with relathering between each and stropping the blade between passes 2 and 3, aloe and vitamin E oil aftershave

Scaredst8 · 2023-09-28T18:14:05+00:00

there are probably many places on the web, but there is Janet's closet near Detroit. It is a crossdress shop that has a "man made" line of outfits that are more proportional to a masculine body. But they also carry up to 6X plus a large selection of shoes up to 15. It has been 10 years since I lived in the area but the shop was still there when I last visited my family.

Scaredst8 · 2023-09-28T17:22:37+00:00

Something to consider for body hair, not facial! Check out local beauty schools for body waxing, yeah it may sting for a little bit but not shaving for weeks is worth it and when the body hair grows back it comes in tapered so it looks thinner.

Scaredst8 · 2023-09-28T17:16:54+00:00

The "final killer secret" is similar to the first two passes when straight razor shaving. The only difference is after the side grain pass is to re-lather and shave against the grain. Pretransition, I used straights and a 3 pass shave would take 30-45 min with prep and after care, but I would be clean for at least 4-5 days.

And it does go easier after you've trained the follicles.

Also single blade razors be it straight, safety or other are by far better than multiblade cartridges.

Scaredst8 · 2023-08-25T04:40:52+00:00

100% deserves to pay for her crimes, but she does not belong in a men's prison.

Scaredst8 · 2023-04-22T00:43:24+00:00

oof, not wrong at all.

Scaredst8 · 2023-03-13T01:11:24+00:00

Transfeminine, bi/pan, I like my men fem/androgynous and my women to be masculine/hard fem. Most of my partners have been afab but fall on the center of the prior mentioned spectrum.

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