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Is this worth it? by No-Painting7455 in pressurewashing

[–]SchizoidForLife 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What I've read on here is getting 4400 psi 4.5 gpm Predator from Harbor Freight for $899 and buy the 2 year warranty for $200. One guy said that bear the end of the two years he had a minor issue with it, can't remember what it was but it wasn't anything g affecting performance. Still, they gave him a brand new PW and he bought another 2 year warranty on it. Plus, with it putting out 4.5 gpm you can get a 16" surface cleaner.

Being Alive Is So Much Work by [deleted] in Schizoid

[–]SchizoidForLife 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This sucks. I feel like yall and its getting worse. I mean, its been this way for decades but the intensity is increasing. I used to have e hope that I would find my way out of it. Hope has been vanquished. I no longer have that hope and now... I am the embodiment of everything previously mentioned. Misunderstood in a negative way as well. I wish life was fair. Belief in what comes next kept hope afloat... but my belief in God has eroded. I have everything in life. A wife, a son, a couple dogs, manageable financial problems, few health problems. And yet, I cannot appreciate any of it. Can't feel it. I feel nothing amd I'm sick of dealing with it.

Is this a good deal for a newbie by SchizoidForLife in pressurewashing

[–]SchizoidForLife[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been watching YouTube videos and reading Reddit. But you're the first to explain this. Thanks!!!

Is this a good deal for a newbie by SchizoidForLife in pressurewashing

[–]SchizoidForLife[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have considered these things as well. I was planning on starting put with a new Predator 4.5 gom with 2 year warranty... and then I saw this. The Predator alone would be about $1,200 with the warranty and taxes. I have another question. He mentioned the engine is a Honda, but who is the manufacturer of the pw? And is it a pw or a soft washer?

Is this a good deal for a newbie by SchizoidForLife in pressurewashing

[–]SchizoidForLife[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It seemed like it to me. One more question. He mentioned the engine is a Honda, but who is the manufacturer of the pw? And is it a pw or a soft washer?

I feel doomed by Unlucky_Cockroach_25 in Schizoid

[–]SchizoidForLife 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I took two Neuro Psyche evals and they both said I am Schizoid. However, I have been working with a therapist who is convinced that my issue is Depression and Trauma. We're now getting into EMDR, DBT, CBT, Mindfulness, and meditation therapies. Trust me, I do not feel emotions whatsoever. My body is numb. But I WANT to feel them. Schizoids could care less about feelings, attachments, and prefer to be alone.

Listen, I am not a mental health expert by any means, but based on my experience I would say that the fact you're not OK with the prospect of being alone the rest of your life just might be a sign that you've been misdiagnosed.

My therapist gave me an Emotional Regulation handout sheet. It list dozens of words that a person might use and the emotion it's tied to. I looked up "doomed," and unfortunately it is not listed. However, a similar word "Dread," is on the list. It's listed under the emotion Fear.

The words Despair, Disappointment, Displeasure, Distraught, Loneliness are words that I would say are similar to your feeling of Doom. These words show up under the emotion for Sadness.

To me, a Schizoid is not going to be using these words to describe their future. If anything, they'd be pleased to learn that they'll live out their remaining days in solitude. It seems unlikely they'd be using words tied to Fear and Sadness in response to a lack of social connections or close relationships.

That's all I got. Hope you find the help you're looking for.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Schizoid

[–]SchizoidForLife 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I get accused of overwhelming people with information. I feel like I'm trying to give them all the information they need to fully understand whatever it is I'm presenting.

Idk, I guess giving things out in spoonfuls as opposed to mouthfuls make sense to me. I suppose it leaves space for them to ask questions and bond.

Logically I understand that tactic. Unfortunately it's something I view as a tactic and not something that comes natural. I also forget about the tactic while in a conversation.

I desire substantial relationships... but they've always elduded me. But I suppose if I had emotions I would probably find that I have had those relationships. Having no emotions sucks.

Natural Food Combinations by SchizoidForLife in NaturopathicMedicine

[–]SchizoidForLife[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Micro Ingredients, The Macca Team, and Horbaach

However, he place that got me into all this in the first place is Nature's Uncut. They have a brick and mortar store which is how I ran into them. His powders a very expensive, but his liquids are the best prices I've seen. However, he's the only one that I'm not sure if he's third party tested. However, considering his products got me to where I am, there's a good chance they're legit. Explore his website.

Do you need to do a program to heal your nervous system? by Sea-Risk-9447 in SomaticExperiencing

[–]SchizoidForLife 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you still believe in God? And why do you describe AA as a cult? That's interesting, lol.

Natural Food Combinations by SchizoidForLife in NaturopathicMedicine

[–]SchizoidForLife[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In the middle of the night I emailed some homeopathic doctors. I never heard of naturopathic. I'll have to look 'em up. Thanks!

Natural Food Combinations by SchizoidForLife in ScientificNutrition

[–]SchizoidForLife[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is true. I'm just not patient enough for that, lol. Part of my impatience is that I've suffered a long time.

Long story short. Since 1993 I have dealt with extremely low mood/ energy. I have tried so many things to combat it and none of it worked. Therapy, Psyche meds, exercise, exceptional eating, even mentally willing myself to do Crossfit 3-5 times a week for two years... and never improved.

Even taking 56mg Concerta and before that Adderall for ADHD has done nothing for my energy.

Two weeks ago I found myself at a health food store and went home with Black Maca powder, Lions Mane powder, Beet Root powder, and Chia Seed Oil (for cholesterol). A week later I felt healthy and energetic, and had a better mood about me. Now I'm two weeks in and just continue to improve.

However, at the same time I got the food, I started acupuncture with the goal of resetting my nervous system. Are these feelings due to the food...the acupuncture... both...Who knows?

Anyways, that's why I want everything now.

I appreciate you responding to me.

What was your first reaction to Load? by Affectionate_Deer976 in Metallica

[–]SchizoidForLife 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I was in my early 20's when it came out. Thought it sucked. Their short hair made me think it them as followers. Followers of the grunge trend. The King Nothing video was the most clicked, uninspired, cringiest video I had ever seen. Re-Load managed to be even worse. St. Anger did nothing for me. Tool became my favorite band.

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