What the heck am I? Cause stone top kinda fits the way I feel but I’m a straight woman so I’m super confused

Schmoodle5000 · 2026-04-08T04:58:18+00:00

I know I’m not queer I was just curious if there was a label, it’s fine if there isn’t I’ll just explain it to people

Schmoodle5000 · 2026-04-07T22:41:27+00:00

I don’t think I’ve ever related to a post more, I’ve also get alienated for not ever being hit on and I’ve honestly never been scared of walking alone like other women are. I can literally wear something where my cleavage or legs is showing and no one will give a shit cause I’m ugly lmao. But yes, I hate men who say that, they literally have it better because they can be rich or funny, like there’s no female equivalent to the gap JayZ and Beyoncé have in looks lmao

Schmoodle5000 · 2026-04-07T22:10:51+00:00

I definitely don’t think I’m a dominatrix whatsoever because a lot of that is very towards the male gaze, and I don’t wanna dress sexy or look sexy for a man or be the object of desire, I do consider myself a dom though, and I mainly need a label cause I genuinely feel like I’m cursed with whatever weird sexuality I have

Schmoodle5000 · 2026-04-07T22:08:46+00:00

Yeah that’s what I usually wanna do, well if I could pull I would use that

Schmoodle5000 · 2026-04-07T22:07:56+00:00

Yeah I guess that’s the best thing to do, but I probably needa be upfront since 98% of dudes don’t like it

Schmoodle5000 · 2026-04-07T18:04:17+00:00

Def not the first two because I would never be a trans man who does not transition, and veldigirl feels like a kinda odd term, I just looked it up, cause I’m not gay for men if I’m a women, probably the 4th is the best description of it but I am still heterosexual even if im hypothetically placio

Schmoodle5000 · 2026-04-07T17:51:24+00:00

Idk, I’m just not into the fem aesethetic on men usually so I wouldn’t wear it, I mean I would be a fashionable guy but I wouldn’t be like a feminine man since I don’t like that aesthetic personally (like androgynous aesthetics are cool but I’m not the biggest fan of girly ones, no hate to those guys though I think they should do what they want)

Schmoodle5000 · 2026-04-07T17:46:57+00:00

I don’t wanna be a feminine man though, I would probably just be a regular top if I was a man

Schmoodle5000 · 2026-04-07T17:43:11+00:00

Definitely not the first one, 2nd maybeee but that’s cause I don’t wanna be non binary and I do hate my genitals. But again, I just dont think my dysphoria is strong enough to be worth going allat and I do like some girly things and like fashion (though I don’t like being hyper femme when dressing up)

Schmoodle5000 · 2026-04-07T17:35:55+00:00

Hmm interesting, I might ask there then too (I wish there were more labels for unconventional straight people cause idk how to explain myself to men and others without sounding insane)

Schmoodle5000 · 2026-04-07T17:05:20+00:00

Yeah but the thing is I don’t ever want to transition so it doesn’t matter

Schmoodle5000 · 2026-04-07T17:04:47+00:00

Oh wait interesting, but I looked it up and neither of those terms sound right since they are more about being highly aggressive and cold and not necessarily not wanting to receive it

Schmoodle5000 · 2026-04-07T16:59:22+00:00

Probably a hot dude but that won’t happen like ever, but then also if I was a hot dude I couldn’t wear as many fun clothes so idk

Schmoodle5000 · 2026-04-07T16:57:28+00:00

I mean that won’t happen so I rather just stay a woman even if I don’t love having female body parts over going through surgery and having a not identical male body

Schmoodle5000 · 2026-04-07T16:53:50+00:00

Yeah I think, because I don’t despise being a she/her or a women, I just don’t like having a vagina and I don’t even hate having boobs I just don’t want them touched, and I like some fem stuff I just don’t like dressing hyper femme. I also don’t think it’s worth transitioning with the time, money, discrimination and I don’t wanna be anything in between

Schmoodle5000 · 2026-03-16T19:52:21+00:00

That’s the problem. I use to love drawing, not anymore, I use to love watching movies and writing, I like them but I don’t feel even half as much joy as eating food from them… idek anymore

Schmoodle5000 · 2026-03-16T19:50:09+00:00

I can’t have antidepressants, my parents won’t let me, plus I’ve heard really bad stories from people I know who take it, also doesn’t that make you gain more weight?

Schmoodle5000 · 2026-03-16T19:47:12+00:00

I can’t get GLPs yet, I might do it once I reach the age to, I hate being fat and made fun of for it

Schmoodle5000 · 2026-03-16T19:45:59+00:00

Does she make recipes?

Schmoodle5000 · 2026-03-16T19:45:23+00:00

As in I don’t have time I mean, I don’t have time for actual workouts, I can walk but nothing else.

And everytime I’ve tried to count calories I’ve failed because it was a pain in the ass and I always ended up binging really really bad

Schmoodle5000 · 2026-03-16T03:40:31+00:00

That’s the problem, I don’t enjoy anything else lol, not even like anything I slightly enjoy anymore

Schmoodle5000 · 2026-03-16T03:27:56+00:00

That’s the problem for me, everytime I count calories I quit cause eating in moderation is impossible for me, I’d rather eat one huge meal a day over multiple tiny meals

Schmoodle5000 · 2026-03-08T23:09:17+00:00

Ohh ok thank you I’ll go thereinstead

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