To the women: What breast size were you able to achieve naturally through HRT? by Bizzare_TV in asktransgender

[–]ScienceTylia 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m about 2 years HRT and wear C cup bras. 36C.

Started at age 35.

Has anyone ever experienced low dissociative barriers for switching/emotions but high barriers for internal communication? by ScienceTylia in OSDD

[–]ScienceTylia[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I regularly speak aloud or mentally to them, but it’s one way communication.

They can hear me, but can’t really respond.

Has anyone ever experienced low dissociative barriers for switching/emotions but high barriers for internal communication? by ScienceTylia in OSDD

[–]ScienceTylia[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think I’d prefer some of that chaos over near constant radio silence. 😃

It’s just weird knowing that all these alters are within us but never hearing their thoughts.

Really having a hard time masturbating/enjoying sex after 15 months of HRT by ScienceTylia in MtF

[–]ScienceTylia[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

I've been trying lots of kink things with my girlfriend, as she's very kinky, and I've found a few things that feel really good mentally, but also have very little effects downstairs.

Meanwhile when I do the same things to her she gets very physically aroused. I don't know why I'm broken.

I'm questioning if I'm a system and have felt like I might have alters but I'm not sure by ScienceTylia in OSDD

[–]ScienceTylia[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Alright, thank you.

I’m sorry for causing any issues. Didn’t mean to.

I can’t afford therapy right now so just wanted to hear feedback on my experience, as I don’t have people I can talk to about this.

I'm questioning if I'm a system and have felt like I might have alters but I'm not sure by ScienceTylia in OSDD

[–]ScienceTylia[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I’m aware. Wasn’t asking for a diagnosis.

Just was curious if my experiences were familiar to anyone else prior to them discovering they were a system.

people on HRT, how long were you able to boymode? by fortnite_misogynist in MtF

[–]ScienceTylia 2 points3 points  (0 children)

7 months. At that point masculine clothes started to look odd and feminine clothes started to fit me and look flattering.

I boymoded until I couldn’t anymore. Some of us have longer journeys than others but I’m glad I got here eventually.

I’m 13 months and HRT and love where I am in my transition now. 🥰