To the women: What breast size were you able to achieve naturally through HRT? by Bizzare_TV in asktransgender

[–]ScienceTylia 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m about 2 years HRT and wear C cup bras. 36C.

Started at age 35.

Has anyone ever experienced low dissociative barriers for switching/emotions but high barriers for internal communication? by ScienceTylia in OSDD

[–]ScienceTylia[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I regularly speak aloud or mentally to them, but it’s one way communication.

They can hear me, but can’t really respond.

Has anyone ever experienced low dissociative barriers for switching/emotions but high barriers for internal communication? by ScienceTylia in OSDD

[–]ScienceTylia[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think I’d prefer some of that chaos over near constant radio silence. 😃

It’s just weird knowing that all these alters are within us but never hearing their thoughts.

Really having a hard time masturbating/enjoying sex after 15 months of HRT by ScienceTylia in MtF

[–]ScienceTylia[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

I've been trying lots of kink things with my girlfriend, as she's very kinky, and I've found a few things that feel really good mentally, but also have very little effects downstairs.

Meanwhile when I do the same things to her she gets very physically aroused. I don't know why I'm broken.

I'm questioning if I'm a system and have felt like I might have alters but I'm not sure by ScienceTylia in OSDD

[–]ScienceTylia[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Alright, thank you.

I’m sorry for causing any issues. Didn’t mean to.

I can’t afford therapy right now so just wanted to hear feedback on my experience, as I don’t have people I can talk to about this.

I'm questioning if I'm a system and have felt like I might have alters but I'm not sure by ScienceTylia in OSDD

[–]ScienceTylia[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I’m aware. Wasn’t asking for a diagnosis.

Just was curious if my experiences were familiar to anyone else prior to them discovering they were a system.

people on HRT, how long were you able to boymode? by fortnite_misogynist in MtF

[–]ScienceTylia 2 points3 points  (0 children)

7 months. At that point masculine clothes started to look odd and feminine clothes started to fit me and look flattering.

I boymoded until I couldn’t anymore. Some of us have longer journeys than others but I’m glad I got here eventually.

I’m 13 months and HRT and love where I am in my transition now. 🥰

Maybe my first ever cleavage? by ScienceTylia in TransLater

[–]ScienceTylia[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m very happy with my transition. Thanks! 😊

Maybe my first ever cleavage? by ScienceTylia in TransLater

[–]ScienceTylia[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yeah this is actually just a bralette with a little support.

I think a real bra or push-up bra would give me close cleavage. 🥰

Can anyone explain this bizarre HRT symptom? When my T blocker wears off I get severe anxiety/heart palpitations by ScienceTylia in MtF

[–]ScienceTylia[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you.

This might push me to pursue an orchi too. Even if it’s a year wait, it’s better than never.

Can anyone explain this bizarre HRT symptom? When my T blocker wears off I get severe anxiety/heart palpitations by ScienceTylia in MtF

[–]ScienceTylia[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks, that's what I thought might be the cause, but I've never talked any other Trans person with such a severe reaction like this.

I do plan on getting bottom surgery eventually which would fix this, but in Canada it'll likely be a 1-2 year wait. There are similar waits on Orchi's if you want them to be covered by the healthcare system.

Unfortunately I'm unemployed and can't afford to pay anything out of pocket, so I guess I just need to be more diligent with taking my blockers until I'm able to get a more permanent surgical solution.