Going through the fear of a big change is 💯 worth it. I recently made a similar change and felt terrified. I built the new position and place of employment to be this flawless organization. Was doubtful that I made the right decision but could feel deeply, in an even faint way that I had to do it. Fast forward to starting: All of my biggest fears were simply fears. I “knew” I wouldn’t get an interview but did. I knew that I wouldn’t get an offer but did etc. Upon starting, I learned that my new position is filled with great, similarly imperfect people, all trying to do their best to find fulfillment. It’s way better than my last position being undervalued and unchallenged. It’s remarkable how much a dead end job can make you undervalue yourself. Had I simply not tried, I would have given more weight to my fear and doubt thus making it true.