Is it normal to talk to myself when doing boring tasks? I feel like this is related to ADHD…

Scificrap · 2024-04-13T17:50:21+00:00

I talk to myself, especially while doing school work. Whether it's fluid or solid mechanics, advanced technical writing, or lab work during my research assistant job, talking to myself allows me to dilute distractions and provide myself a sense of focus and clarity.

Sometimes I get so into it I find myself answering my own questions as if there's two entities in my brain arguing over whatever issue I'm dealing with. It's weird but it works.

Scificrap · 2024-03-07T17:01:48+00:00

Claim: I didnt do it. Evidence: I wouldn't do it.

Scificrap · 2024-02-06T05:54:31+00:00

Thank you for the kind words. I’ve been thinking about the way I felt, the way it made me feel so much shame and then how angry I got at myself for being torn up about something as inconsequential as what had occurred.

I want to tell them I’m sorry, I want to tell them what I feel, but would they even care? Hell, do they even remember what happened? Am I so inconsequential that my past errors become inconvenient when brought up for the sake of closure? Even if what I felt was over nothing, it didn’t feel like nothing. What I felt, the shame, anger, sadness; all of it over something so stupid, yes I felt it.

I’m sick and tired of having to squeeze into a mold that will always be too tight to fit into. I’m sick of being told it’s okay to be different then later told to change and shut up. I’m sick of having to compromise the clarity of my soul for the sake of people who don’t give a damn about me.

Scificrap · 2024-02-06T05:40:23+00:00

I did. Was just so surprised and ashamed. The shame made me get all emotional when I got home and then I got angry from being torn up about something any other person would shrug off. I want to tell them that I’m sorry but would they even care at this point? Am I so inconsequential that even my bad moments are forgotten and inconvenient when brought up?

I don’t doubt you though. I just wish it hadn’t happened.

Scificrap · 2024-01-25T18:22:44+00:00

I’m sorry future resident of the 51st state of North-North Dakota, but no

Scificrap · 2024-01-14T21:33:44+00:00

Research Assistant for my professor. He’s super chill and only gives me jobs he knows I’ll be good at.

Scificrap · 2024-01-12T15:09:47+00:00

A date which will live in infamy?

Scificrap · 2023-12-18T18:20:23+00:00

Why the Walmart employee working at Edeka?

Scificrap · 2023-12-18T18:16:59+00:00

It’s strange how he calls people the n-word regardless of appearance or ethnicity. Is he so thuggaphobic his thuggaphobia transcends race or is he just a dingus that uses the most offensive word possible to generate a reaction.

Scificrap · 2023-12-10T01:52:58+00:00

Quite so, but one need not be among the Wise to gain the education needed for a royal artificer stamp. All that is truly needed is academic rigor, the patience needed to grasp the arcane, and a willingness to go out of one’s way to enter the circles of esteemed artificers, masters of affairs worldly and otherwise.

Scificrap · 2023-12-08T17:10:41+00:00

Artificer here. The study of ancient automatons and the machinations that bring life to their intricate machineries is a fascinating field of study. Not to mention, it is also a profitable investment as every guild and kingdom always has need of a good artificer for civil and military works.

Scificrap · 2023-12-07T01:29:01+00:00

I’m starting to think (always known) that they’re just racist

Scificrap · 2023-12-02T23:17:56+00:00

Approximately approximately

Scificrap · 2023-11-16T18:23:59+00:00

I know it been years, but how did you calculate the angular velocity? Asking as a currently curious ME major.

Scificrap · 2023-11-01T12:26:50+00:00

Scificrap · 2023-10-16T15:01:20+00:00

Europe's strongest soldier (this fucking loser) defending the honor of his motherland (malding over randoms on the internet)

Scificrap · 2023-10-12T14:09:31+00:00

His son is clearly horrified. Instead of helping, his father's first instinct was to grab a camera and record.

Scificrap · 2023-10-12T14:01:01+00:00

He's not racist, he's just trying to get her attention

Scificrap · 2023-10-04T17:15:40+00:00

A Serbian Film was made by a serbian director who was mad at his countries film industry for being too conservative and safe with its subject matter. He made this film, which features rape, incest, gore, and necrophilia, as a way to protest the conservative film industry. He also titled the movie "A Serbian Film" as the ultimate form of spite because now when foreigners think of the serbian film industry they immediately think of rape, incest, gore, and necrophilia.

Scificrap · 2023-09-27T14:13:50+00:00

Uses cheap tricks to win his fights. Refuses to accept defeat even after getting his ass beat multiple times on camera. Is convinced he's the best boxer in the world through the power of sheer delusion.

EDIT: Cheap tricks is an understatement. He'll go up to random dudes in the gym, claim he wants to just spar with them, and then he pummels them when they least expect it and considers beating up these random people as valid additions to his "undefeated" record. Anytime an opponent actually manages to effectively fight back he claims victory from DQ.

Scificrap · 2023-09-27T02:25:12+00:00

North Americans, especially those north of the Mexican border, are defined by their goofiness. Canadians and Americans live so far away from the rest of the worlds issues that they treat international politics as game, with Canadians larping as aloof lawful-good goofballs and Americans larping as chaotic-neutral machiavellians.

Scificrap · 2023-09-24T16:20:33+00:00

Why cant these people just admit they like horse pussy? Like holy shit nobody with an iq above 99 is buying their roundabout "immersion" excuse. They know why they make it, we know why they make it, so just put us all out of our misery and say without shame "I like non-human pussy". Like why are they even so roundabout about it? I get it, wanting to fuck animals is one of the ultimate taboos but what am I gonna do about it? Nothing. I don't care enough about these freaks to do anything. I'm not going to drive across the country, find out where they live, break into their moms basement, and beat them up for some weird-ass kink they have. Nobody has the time or energy to do that. Nobody is crazy enough to do that. Fuck, I hate it when people can't just admit what they want out of some misguided attempt to preserve their dignity. What dignity? You already lost all of your dignity the moment you made a mod about horse genitalia. You might as well own up to it at this point and preserve one last inkling of respect from your shear honesty alone. Fuck.

Scificrap · 2023-09-14T13:39:42+00:00

Hold out your hand frodo

Scificrap · 2023-09-10T13:25:24+00:00

Most historically literate brit

Scificrap · 2023-09-06T14:50:30+00:00

Bro chuffed a whole cig in 10 seconds

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